And I grabbed the edge of the tarp； and yanked upward。
Vince yelled； and went over the side。
I watched as he hit the floor。 His body didn't move。 Then the swarm came off him； sliding into the air like his ghost。 The ghost joined Ricky and Julia who were looking up at me。 Then they turned away and hurried across the floor of the fabrication room； jumping over the octopus arms as they went。 Their movements conveyed a clear sense of urgency。 You might even think they were frightened。
Good； I thought。
I got to my feet and headed for the sprinkler tanks。 The instructions were stenciled on the lower tank。 It was easy to figure out the valves。 I twisted the inflow； unscrewed the filler cap； waited for the pressurized nitrogen to hiss out； and then dumped in the jug of phage。 I listened as it gurgled into the tank。 Then I screwed the cap back on； twisted the valve； repressurized with nitrogen。
And I was done。
I took a deep breath。
I was going to win this thing； after all。
I rode the elevator down； feeling good for the first time all day。
DAY 7
8：12 A。M。
They were all clustered together on the other side of the room…Julia； Ricky； and now Bobby； as well。 Vince was there； too； hovering in the background； but I could sometimes see through him； his swarm was slightly transparent。 I wondered which of the others were only swarms now。 I couldn't be sure。 But it didn't matter now； anyway。
They were standing beside a bank of puter monitors that showed every parameter of the manufacturing process： graphs of temperature； output； God knows what else。 But they had turned their backs to the monitors。 They were watching me。
I walked calmly toward them； in measured steps。 I was in no rush。 Far from it。 I must have taken a full two minutes to cross the fabrication room to where they were standing。 They regarded me with puzzlement； and then with increasingly open amusement。 〃Well； Jack；〃 Julia said finally。 〃How's your day going？〃
〃Not bad；〃 I said。 〃Things are looking up。〃
〃You seem very confident。〃
I shrugged。
〃You've got everything under control？〃 Julia said。
I shrugged again。
〃By the way； where is Mae？〃
〃I don't know。 Why？〃
〃Bobby's been looking for her。 He can't find her anywhere。〃
〃I have no idea；〃 I said。 〃Why were you looking for her？〃
〃We thought we should all be together；〃 Julia said； 〃when we finish our business here。〃
〃Oh；〃 I said。 〃Is that what happens now？ We finish？〃
She nodded slowly。 〃Yes； Jack。 It is。〃
I couldn't risk looking at my watch； I had to try and gauge how much time had passed。 I was guessing three or four minutes。 I said； 〃So； what do you have in mind？〃 Julia began to pace。 〃Well； Jack； I'm very disappointed in how things have gone with you。 I really am。 You know how much I care about you。 I would never want anything to happen to you。 But you're fighting us； Jack。 And you won't stop fighting。 And we can't have that。〃
〃I see；〃 I said。
〃We just can't； Jack。〃
I reached in my pocket and brought out a plastic cigarette lighter。 If Julia or the others noticed； they gave no sign。
She kept pacing。 〃Jack； you put me in a difficult position。〃
〃How's that？〃
〃You've been privileged to witness the birth of something truly new； here。 Something new and miraculous。 But you are not sympathetic； Jack。〃
〃No； I'm not。〃
〃Birth is painful。〃
〃So is death；〃 I said。
She continued to pace。 〃Yes；〃 she said。 〃So is death。〃 She frowned at me。
〃Something the matter？〃
〃Where is Mae？〃 she said again。
〃I don't know。 I don't have the faintest idea。〃
She continued to frown。 〃We have to find her； Jack。〃
〃I'm sure you will。〃
〃Yes； we will。〃
〃So you don't need me；〃 I said。 〃Just do it on your own。 I mean； you're the future； if I remember right。 Superior and unstoppable。 I'm just a guy。〃
Julia started walking around me； looking at me from all sides。 I could see she was puzzled by my behavior。 Or appraising。 Maybe I had overdone it。 Gone too far。 She was picking up something。 She suspected something。 And that made me very nervous。 I turned the cigarette lighter over in my hands； nervously。
〃Jack；〃 she said。 〃You disappoint me。〃
〃You said that already。〃
〃Yes；〃 she said。 〃But I am still not sure 。。。〃
As if on some unspoken cue the men all began to walk in circles。 They were moving in concentric circles around me。 Was this some kind of scanning procedure？ Or did it mean something else？
I was trying to guess the time。 I figured five minutes had elapsed。
〃e； Jack。 I want to look more closely。〃
She put her arm on my shoulder and led me over to one of the big octopus arms。 It was easily six feet across； and mirrored on its surface。 I could see Julia standing next to me。 Her arm over my shoulder。
〃Don't we make a handsome couple？ It's a shame。 We could have such a future。〃
I said； 〃Yeah； well 。。。〃
And the moment I spoke； a river of pale particles streamed off Julia； curved in the air； and came down like a shower all over my body and into my mouth。 I clamped my mouth shut； but it didn't matter； because in the mirror my body seemed to dissolve away； to be replaced by Julia's body。 It was as if her skin had left her； flowed into the air； and slid down over me。 Now there were two Julias standing side by side in front of the mirror。 I said； 〃Cut it out； Julia。〃
She laughed。 〃Why？ I think it's fun。〃
〃Stop it；〃 I said。 I sounded like myself； even though I looked like Julia。 〃Stop it。〃
〃Don't you like it？ I think it's amusing。 You get to be me； for a while。〃
〃I said； stop it。〃
〃Jack； you're just no fun anymore。〃
I pulled at the Julia…image on my face； trying to tear it away like a mask。 But I felt only my own skin beneath my fingertips。 When I scratched at my cheek； the Julia…cheek showed scratches in the mirror。 I reached back and touched my own hair。 In my panic； I dropped the cigarette lighter。 It clattered on the concrete floor。
〃Get it off me；〃 I said。 〃Get it off。〃
I heard a whoosh in my ears； and the Julia…skin was gone； sweeping into the air； then descending onto Julia。 Except that she now looked like me。 Now there were two Jacks； side by side in the mirror。
〃Is this better？〃 she said。
〃I don't know what you are trying to prove。〃 I took a breath。
I bent over and picked up the lighter。
〃I'm not trying to prove anything；〃 she said。 〃I'm just feeling you out； Jack。 And you know what I found？ You've got a secret； Jack。 And you thought I wouldn't find it out。〃
〃Yes？〃
〃But I did；〃 she said。
I didn't know how to take her words。 I wasn't sure where I was anymore； and the changes in appearance had so unnerved me that I had lost track of the time。 〃You're worried about the time； aren't you； Jack；〃 she said。 〃You needn't be。 We have plenty of time。 Everything is under control here。 Are you going to tell us your secret？ Or do we have to make you tell？〃
Behind her； I could see the stacked monitor screens of the control station。 The corner ones had a flashing bar along the top； with lettering that I couldn't read。 I could see that some of the graphs were rising steeply； their lines turning from blue to yellow to red as they climbed。 I did nothing。
Julia turned to the men。 〃Okay；〃 she said。 〃Make him tell。〃
The three men converged toward me。 It was time to show them。 It was time to spring my trap。 〃No problem；〃 I said。 I raised my lighter； flicked the flame； and held it under the nearest sprinkler head。
The men stopped in their tracks。 They watched me。
I held the lighter steady。 The sprinkler head blackened with the smoke。
And nothing happened。
* * *
The flame was melting the soft metal tab beneath the sprinkler head。 Splotches of silver were dripping on the ground at my feet。 And still nothing happened。 The sprinklers didn't e on。 〃Oh shit；〃 I said。
Julia was watching me thoughtfully。 〃It was a nice try。 Very inventive； Jack。 Good thinking。 But you forgot one thing。〃
〃What's that？〃
〃There's a safety system for the plant。 And when we saw you going for the sprinklers； Ricky turned the system off。 Safeties off； sprinklers off。〃 She shrugged。 〃Guess you're out of luck； Jack。〃
I flicked the lighter off。 There was nothing for me to do。 I just stood there； feeling foolish。 I thought I smelled a faint odor in the room。 A kind of sweetish； nauseating odor。 But I couldn't be sure。
〃It was a nice try； though；〃 Julia said。 〃But enough is enough。〃 She turned to the men； and jerked her head。 The three of them walked toward me。 I said； 〃Hey guys； e on 。。。〃 They didn't react。 Their faces were impassive。 They grabbed me and I started to struggle。 〃Hey； e on now 。。。〃 I pulled free of them。 〃Hey！〃 Ricky said； 〃Don't make it any harder for us； Jack；〃 and I said； 〃Fuck you； Ricky；〃 and I spit in his face just as they threw me to the floor。 I was hoping the virus would get in his mouth。 I was hoping I would delay him； that we would have a fight。 Anything for a delay。 But they threw me to the floor； and then they all fell on me and began to strangle me。 I could feel their hands on my neck。 Bobby had his hands over my mouth and nose。 I tried to bite him。 He just kept his hands firmly in place and stared at me。 Ricky smiled distantly at me。 It was as if he didn't know me； h