d the knife carefully between the cloth and Gregory's hair。 One quick slice downward and the blindfold eased away from his skin； but it had been tied so tight for so long that Richard had to peel it away。
Gregory blinked at the light and saw Richard and screamed more。 Something died on Richard's face when he did it； like it had killed something inside him to have anyone be that terrified of him。
I leaned over； placing my hand carefully on the pile of bones and watched Gregory's eyes finally see me。 He stopped screaming； but he didn't look relieved enough。 I pulled the gag out of his mouth； and it peeled away； taking bits of lip skin with it。 He worked his mouth slowly； and for some odd reason I was reminded of the scene from The Wizard of Oz where Dorothy puts oil on the Tin Man's jaw after he'd been rusted。 The image should have made me smile； but it didn't。
There was a padlock on the chains around each of his limbs。 Richard crawled around me； letting me stay where Gregory could see me。 I was saying over and over again； 〃It's going to be alright。 It's going to be alright。〃 He couldn't hear me； but it was the best I knew how to do。
Richard snapped the lock on one wrist； and pain showed on Gregory's face like it hurt for the arm to move at all。 Richard freed both wrists and then began to slowly uncurl Gregory's body。
Gregory screamed； but not from fear this time； from pain。 I tried to cradle him； but moving at all seemed to hurt。 It took both of us crawling around to get him unbent enough to lay in my lap。 He was never going to be able to climb the ladder。
The bends of both of his arms were covered in needle marks； none of them had healed。 〃The needle marks； why haven't they healed？〃
〃Silver needles in direct contact with the bloodstream。 A sedative to keep the adrenaline low so you can't change； but not so much that you can't feel； or know where you are； and what's happening。 That's how Raina used to do it。〃
〃This is how she used to tie them up and exactly what she used to do to them。 How did Jacob know that？〃 I asked。
〃One of my people told him；〃 Richard said。 He stayed on his knees rather than stand bent over。 His face was calm； almost serene。
〃I want them down here。 Whoever helped Jacob。 Whoever brought out those damn earplugs。 I want them down here。〃
He turned those calm eyes to me； and I saw the anger at the bottom of that calm。 〃Could you do this to someone？ Could you plunge these things in their ears？ Could you do all this to anyone？〃
I thought about that； really thought about it。 I was angry； sickened。 I wanted to punish someone； but 。。。 〃No； no； I could shoot them； kill them； but I couldn't do this。〃
〃Neither could I；〃 he said。
〃You knew Gregory was in the oubliette； but you didn't know what they'd done to him； did you？〃
He shook his head； kneeling on the bones； still staring down at the bloody earplug； like it held answers to questions too hard to ask out loud。 〃Jacob knew。〃
〃You're Ulfric； Richard； you should know what's done in your pack's name。〃
The anger flared so hot and tight that it filled the little cave like water just this side of boiling。 Gregory whimpered and watched Richard with fearful eyes。
〃I know； Anita； I know。〃
〃So you're not going to put Jacob down here？〃
〃I am； but not like this。 He can stay down here； but not chained； not tortured。〃 Richard glanced around the tiny space。 〃Being down here at all is torture enough。〃
I didn't even try to argue that one。 〃What about whoever helped him？〃
Richard looked at me。 〃I'll find out who helped him。〃
〃Then what？〃
He closed his eyes； and it wasn't until he opened his hand and I saw the flash of blood that I realized he'd pressed the silver point into his palm。 He pulled it out and stared at the bright flash of blood。
〃You just keep pushing； don't you； Anita。〃
〃The pack knows you well enough； Richard。 They know you didn't mean for anyone to be put down here； especially not with all Raina's old accoutrements。 Doing this at all was a challenge to your authority。〃
〃I know that。〃
〃I don't want to fight； Richard； but you have to punish them for this。 If you don't； then you lose more ground to Jacob。 Even if you put him down here； it won't stop things。 Everyone that touched this has to suffer。〃
〃You're not angry now；〃 he said； and he looked puzzled。 〃I thought you wanted revenge； but you seem cold about it all； now。〃
〃I wanted revenge； but you're right； I couldn't do this to anyone； and I can't order done what I wouldn't do myself。 Just a rule I've got。 But the pack is a mess； and if you want to stop the downward slide and keep them from a civil war； werewolf against werewolf； you must be harsh。 You must make it clear that this is not acceptable。〃
〃It isn't；〃 he said。
〃There's only one way for them to know that； Richard。〃
〃Punishment；〃 he said； and he made the word sound like a curse。
〃Yes；〃 I said。
〃I've worked for months no； years to try and get away from a punitive system。 You want me to throw away all that I've worked for and go back to the way it was。〃
Gregory's hand came up； slowly； painfully； to clutch weakly at my arm I stroked his matted hair； and his voice came out hoarse； abused； as if even through the gag； he'd been screaming for days。 〃I want 。。。 out of 。。。 here。 Please。〃
I nodded my head so he could see it； and a relief so large it was beyond words flashed through his eyes。
I looked up at Richard。 〃If your system worked better than the old one； then I'd support it； but it's not working。 I'm sorry that it's not working； Richard； but it's not。 If you continue this 。。。 experiment in democracy and gentler； kinder laws； people are going to die。 Not just you； but Sylvie； and Jamil； and Shang…Da； and every wolf that supports you。 But it's worse than that； Richard。 I watched the pack。 They're divided almost evenly。 It will be civil war； and they will tear each other to bits Jacob's followers and the ones who won't follow him。 Hundreds will die； and the Thronnos Rokke Clan may die with it。 Look at the throne you're sitting on as Ulfric。 It's ancient； you can feel it。 Don't let everything that it stands for be destroyed。〃
He stared down at the still…bleeding wound in his hand。 〃Let's get Gregory out of here。〃
〃You'll punish Jacob； but not the others；〃 I said； and my voice was tired。
〃I'll find out who they are first； then we'll see。〃
I shook my head。 〃I love you； Richard。〃
〃I hear a 'but；' ing。〃
〃But I value the people who count on me for their safety more than I value that love。〃 It felt cold and awful saying it out loud； but it was true。
〃What does that say about your love？〃 he asked。
〃Don't go all sanctimonious on me； Richard。 You dropped me like yesterday's news when the pack voted me out。 You could have said； screw it； take the throne； I want Anita more； but you didn't。〃
〃You really think Jacob would have let me walk away？〃
〃I don't know； but you didn't make the offer。 It didn't even occur to you to make the offer； did it？〃
He looked away； then back； and his eyes held such sadness that I wanted to take it back； but I couldn't。 It was time we talked。 It was like the old joke about the elephant in the living room。 No one acknowledged it existed until the shit was so deep they couldn't walk。 Glancing down at Gregory； I knew the shit was too deep to ignore。 We were out of options except for the truth； no matter how brutal。
〃If I'd stepped down as Ulfric； even if Jacob had let me do it； it would still have been civil war。 He'd have still executed those closest to me。 It would have been deserting them。 I'd rather die； than just walk away and leave them to be slaughtered。〃
〃If that's how you really feel； Richard； then I've got a better plan。 Make an example of Jacob and his followers。〃
〃It's not that simple； Anita。 Jacob's got enough support that it might still be war。〃
〃Not if it's bloody enough。〃
〃What are you saying？〃
〃Make them fear you； Richard。 Make them fear you。 Machiavelli said it nearly six hundred years ago； but it's still true。 Every ruler should strive for his people to love him。 But if they cannot love you； then make them fear you。 Love is better； but fear will do the job。〃
He swallowed hard； and there was something close to fear in his eyes。 〃I think I could kill Jacob； and even execute one or two of his people； but you don't think that's enough； do you？〃
〃Depends on how you execute them。〃
〃What are you asking me to do； Anita？〃
I sighed and stroked Gregory's cheek。 〃I'm asking you to do what needs doing； Richard。 If you want to hold this pack together and save hundreds of lives； then I'm telling you how you can do it with the minimum amount of bloodshed。〃
〃I can kill Jacob； but I can't do what you're asking。 I can't do something so terrible that the entire pack would fear me。〃 He looked at me； and there was a wildness； a panic in his face； like a trapped thing that finally realizes there is no escape。
I could feel my face grow calm； and I felt myself sinking into that place where there is nothing but white noise and the solid； almost forting surety that I felt nothing。 I said； softly； 〃I can。〃
He turned away from me； as if I hadn't spoken； and called up for them to lower the ha