t whoever came through that door。 If he was actually going to start picking up guns during fights； I was going to have to take him out to the range with me more。
Of course； that presupposed we would all live to do anything else。 The silence stretched； until the wind sighing through the trees outside the broken glass seemed loud。
A voice came from the direction of the deck。 〃It's me； it's Micah。〃 The voice was a deep； growling bass。
〃It doesn't sound like Micah；〃 I called back。
〃It sounds like me when I'm not in human form；〃 the voice said。
I said； 〃Merle？〃
〃It's Micah；〃 he said。
〃e into the doorway； slowly；〃 I said。
The black wereleopard eased through the broken doorway； claws held in the air。 The dark shape seemed to fill the doorway。 In leopardman form he was over six feet； broader through the shoulders； bulkier all over； as if he had muscles in this shape that he didn't have in human form。 His fur gleamed like ebony； sunlight caressed his side； bringing out black…on…black rosettes like sable flowers crushed into velvet。 Pale skin showed through at his chest； stomach； lower。 In the movies the wolfmen are sexless； smooth as a Barbie doll。 In real life； they are very much male。 Somehow it was easier to see him naked in half…human form and not be the least bit embarrassed。 I just didn't see the shapeshifters as sex objects once the fur started to flow。
〃Where's the guy you threw out the door？〃 I asked。
〃He got away。〃
〃I don't hear anyone in the living room；〃 Merle said。
〃They all went out the front door；〃 Zane said； 〃or at least the room looks clear。〃 He and Cherry were still crouched under the kitchen table； flat to the ground。
〃I'll check the living room；〃 Micah said。
〃These bad guys have silver bullets。 I wouldn't be so cavalier about it；〃 I said。
He nodded and his head was mostly leopard； very little left of the man he was； except； strangely； those chartreuse eyes。 They marked him as alien； other； in human form； but as that furred and muscled body stalked past me； those same eyes marked him as Micah。 The color was richer。 Encircled with black fur； the eyes were even more striking。 He hesitated in the doorway； then crept through； going low； making as small a target of himself as he could。 It was rare to see a lycanthrope that took advantage of cover。 Most of them seemed to see themselves as invulnerable； which was usually true； but not today。 Igor was very still on the floor； and Claudia's shoulder looked like so much meat。 She was dumped against the cabinets。 Her left hand still gripped the gun； though the hand was motionless on the floor； as if she had no use of the arm。
When I glanced down； the gun was pointed somewhere in the direction of the sliding glass doors。 The hand wavered enough that I was nervous crouching over her； but she fought that shaking limb so that she never quite promised the line of my body。 The right side of her body was soaked with blood； and her eyes were having trouble focusing。 I think only shear stubbornness was keeping her conscious。
My gaze flicked to Igor's still form and the bodies piled in the doorways。 If Igor was breathing； I couldn't see it。 〃Check his pulse； Nathaniel。〃
Nathaniel glanced down at the man； gave me a second of eye contact； then turned back to staring at the broken sliding door。 〃I'd hear his heart if it was still beating。 Hear the blood in his body if it was still moving。 It's not。〃 He said all that with his head turned away from me。 It made it somehow worse； more unnerving。
Micah appeared in the far doorway。 〃There's no one left alive in here。〃 He stepped over the pile of bodies in the door； and even that movement was gliding； his balance forward on the feet； which were somewhere between human and leopard。 Was I really going to be a leopard when the moon came full this month？ Was this dark； graceful shape； this muscular shadow； what I had inside of me？
I pushed the question away； we had other more pressing problems； like the wounded。 I'd concentrate on the emergencies and try to let everything else go。 It was one of my specialties。 I put my fingers against Claudia's neck； trying to check her pulse。 She shrugged her shoulders； moving just enough so I couldn't check it。 〃I'm fine；〃 she said； voice harsh。 〃I'm fine。〃
That was so obviously not true； I didn't even argue。 Until I checked the house personally； I wouldn't believe we had the all…clear； but my industrial size first…aid kit was in the pantry； and I knew the immediate area was safe。 〃Cherry crawl out from under the table on this side and get the first…aid kit。〃 I stood up and moved around the cabinets so I'd be able to see both the living room and the sliding glass door； not to mention the bay window over the breakfast nook。
Cherry glanced once at Zane； then crawled out from among the chair legs。 She stayed low until she got to the pantry closet。 She had to make Caleb move； scooting at him； gently； with her feet。 He finally unwound from his tight fetal position and crawled about a foot away so Cherry could get the kit。
Cherry went to Igor first。 She was a wereleopard； her hearing was just as good as Nathaniel's； but she went through all the motions； then turned to Claudia。 Claudia tried to push her away with her left hand； gun still in it。
〃Claudia； let Cherry help you；〃 I said。
〃Damn it！〃
Cherry took that for a yes and started inspecting the shoulder。 Claudia didn't fight her anymore； and I was glad。 Shock can make you do and say funny things。 I didn't really want to arm wrestle the wererat； wounded or not。 Of course； Micah was here and he could probably arm wrestle Claudia and win； at least while she was wounded。
I was still keeping a peripheral sense of the open spaces； but as the time dragged on quietly； there was only the wind in the trees； the noise of summer locusts thrumming through the open living room door and the splintered glass of the back door。 I began to relax by inches。 That tension in my shoulders that I always get during a fight and never really notice until the adrenaline lets down； let me know that I thought we were safe； for now。
Then I heard something over the summer silence sirens。 Police sirens wailing； getting closer。 I didn't have any near neighbors。 You heard gunshots in Jefferson County pretty regularly； so who the hell reported the gunshots？
Micah turned that strangely rounded face towards me。 〃Are they ing here？〃
I shrugged。 〃I don't know for sure； but it seems likely。〃
We both glanced down at the bodies on the floor； then looked at each other。 〃We don't have time to hide the bodies；〃 he said。
〃No； we don't；〃 I said。 I looked at everybody。 Merle was still watching the kitchen window； the borrowed shotgun in his big hands。 Zane had crawled out from under the table to play nurse for Cherry； handing her things as she asked for them。 She had packed Claudia's arm。
Cherry looked up at me。 〃She could partially heal herself if she shapeshifted； but she'd still need medical attention。〃
〃The police tend to shoot shapeshifters in animal form；〃 I said。
〃I'll stay；〃 Claudia said； teeth gritted just a little。 〃The more wounded we have on our side； the better the police will like it。〃
She had a point。 I looked at Micah。 The sirens were very near now； almost in front of the house。
〃You better go； Micah。〃
〃Why？〃
〃The police are about to burst in here； see a lot of bodies； a lot of blood。 Anything in animal form stands a good chance of getting shot。〃
〃That's not a problem；〃 he said。 The fur began to recede； like water pulling back from the shore。 As human skin was revealed； his bones slid out of sight into it； like hard things thrown in wax； covered； melted。 I'd never seen anyone change so casually； so easily。 It was almost as if he were merely changing clothes； except for the clear fluid that ran down his body like a liquid sheet； the sound of bones popping； reforming； even the sound of flesh boiling over him。 Only his eyes remained the same； unchanging； like two jewels fixed in the center of the universe。 Then he was suddenly human again； body covered in that thick； watery fluid。 I'd never seen so much of the liquid before from only one change。 I was standing in a pool of it and hadn't noticed。
He slumped suddenly； trying to catch himself on the cabinet； but I was in the way and had to grab him around the waist to keep him from falling to the floor。 〃Rapid change es with a price。〃
〃I've never seen anyone change back that quickly；〃 Cherry said。
〃And he won't fall into a a…sleep either；〃 Merle said。 〃Give him a few minutes and he'll be fine； messy； but fine。〃 There was admiration in the big man's voice； and something else almost jealousy。
The sirens wailed to a stop outside the house； then silence。 〃Everybody put the guns down。 Don't want to get shot by accident；〃 I said。
Nathaniel did as I asked； instantly。 I had to press Micah closer into my body； one…handed； so I could put my own gun back on the cabinet。 Micah's body shuddered against me。 I looked at him； about to ask if he was alright； but the look in his eyes stopped me。 It wasn't pain I saw in his eyes。 I slid my other hand around his waist so that I held him more securely against me。 His skin was slick under my hands。 He manag