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shall be softly cradled; will yet seem thy bosom; Antony! Oh; I die!

come; Antonyand give me peace!〃



Even in my fury I had quailed beneath her scorn; for home flew the

arrows of her winged words。 Alas! and alas! it was /true/the shaft

of my vengeance fell upon my own head; never had I loved her as I

loved her now。 My soul was rent with jealous torture; and thus I swore

she should not die。



〃Peace!〃 I cried; 〃what peace is there for thee? Oh! ye Holy Three;

hear now my prayer。 Osiris; loosen Thou the bonds of Hell and send

forth those whom I shall summon! Come Ptolemy; poisoned of thy sister

Cleopatra; come Arsino?; murdered in the sanctuary by thy sister

Cleopatra; come Sepa; tortured to death of Cleopatra; come Divine

Menkau…ra; whose body Cleopatra tore and whose curse she braved for

greed; come one; come all who have died at the hands of Cleopatra!

Rush from the breast of Nout and greet her who murdered you! By the

link of mystic union; by the symbol of the Life; Spirits; I summon

you!〃



Thus I spoke the spell; while Charmion; affrighted; clung to my robe;

and the dying Cleopatra; resting on her hands; swung slowly to and

fro; gazing with vacant eyes。



Then the answer came。 The casement burst asunder; and on flittering

wings that great bat entered which last I had seen hanging to the

eunuch's chin in the womb of the pyramid of /Her/。 Thrice it circled

round; once it hovered o'er dead Iras; then flew to where the dying

woman stood。 To her it flew; on her breast it settled; clinging to

that emerald which was dragged from the dead heart of Menkau…ra。

Thrice the grey Horror screamed aloud; thrice it beat its bony wings;

and lo! it was gone。



Then suddenly within that chamber sprang up the Shapes of Death。 There

was Arsino?; the beautiful; even as she had shrunk beneath the

butcher's knife。 There was young Ptolemy; his features twisted by the

poisoned cup。 There was the majesty of Menkau…ra; crowned with the

ur?us crown; there was grave Sepa; his flesh all torn by the

torturer's hooks; there were those poisoned slaves; and there were

others without number; shadowy and dreadful to behold! who; thronging

that narrow chamber; stood silently fixing their glassy eyes upon the

face of her who slew them!







〃Behold! Cleopatra!〃 I said。 〃/Behold thy peace; and die!/〃



〃Ay!〃 said Charmion。 〃Behold and die! thou who didst rob me of my

honour; and Egypt of her King!〃







She looked; she saw the awful Shapesher Spirit; hurrying from the

flesh; mayhap could hear words to which my ears were deaf。 Then her

face sank in with terror; her great eyes grew pale; and; shrieking;

Cleopatra fell and died: passing; with that dread company; to her

appointed place。







Thus; then; I; Harmachis; fed my soul with vengeance; fulfilling the

justice of the Gods; and yet knew myself empty of all joy therein。 For

though that thing we worship doth bring us ruin; and Love being more

pitiless than Death; we in turn do pay all our sorrow back; yet we

must worship on; yet stretch out our arms towards our lost Desire; and

pour our heart's blood upon the shrine of our discrowned God。



For Love is of the Spirit; and knows not Death。







CHAPTER IX



OF THE FAREWELL OF CHARMION; OF THE DEATH OF CHARMION; OF

THE DEATH OF THE OLD WIFE; ATOUA; OF THE COMING OF HARMACHIS

TO ABOUTHIS; OF HIS CONFESSION IN THE HALL OF SIX…AND…THIRTY

PILLARS; AND OF THE DECLARING OF THE DOOM OF HARMACHIS



Charmion unclasped my arm; to which she had clung in terror。



〃Thy vengeance; thou dark Harmachis;〃 she said; in a hoarse voice; 〃is

a thing hideous to behold! O lost Egypt; with all thy sins thou wast

indeed a Queen!



〃Come; aid me; Prince; let us stretch this poor clay upon the bed and

deck it royally; so that it may give its dumb audience to the

messengers of C?sar as becomes the last of Egypt's Queens。〃



I spoke no word in answer; for my heart was very heavy; and now that

all was done I was weary。 Together; then; we lifted up the body and

laid it on the golden bed。 Charmion placed the ur?us crown upon the

ivory brow; and combed the night…dark hair that showed never a thread

of silver; and; for the last time; shut those eyes wherein had shone

all the changing glories of the sea。 She folded the chill hands upon

the breast whence Passion's breath had fled; and straightened the bent

knees beneath the broidered robe; and by the head set flowers。 And

there at length Cleopatra lay; more splendid now in her cold majesty

of death than in her richest hour of breathing beauty!



We drew back and looked on her; and on dead Iras at her feet。



〃It is done!〃 quoth Charmion; 〃we are avenged; and now; Harmachis;

dost follow by this same road?〃 And she nodded towards the phial on

the board。



〃Nay; Charmion。 I flyI fly to a heavier death! Not thus easily may I

end my space of earthly penance。〃



〃So be it; Harmachis! And I; HarmachisI fly also; but with swifter

wings。 My game is played。 I; too; have made atonement。 Oh! what a

bitter fate is mine; to have brought misery on all I love; and; in the

end; to die unloved! To thee I have atoned; to my angered Gods I have

atoned; and now I go to find a way whereby I may atone to Cleopatra in

that Hell where she is; and which I must share! For she loved me well;

Harmachis; and; now that she is dead; methinks that; after thee; I

loved her best of all。 So of her cup and the cup of Iras I will surely

drink!〃 And she took the phial; and with a steady hand poured what was

left of the poison into the goblet。



〃Bethink thee; Charmion;〃 I said; 〃yet mayst thou live for many years;

hiding these sorrows beneath the withered days。〃



〃Yet I may; but I will not! To live the prey of so many memories; the

fount of an undying shame that night by night; as I lie sleepless;

shall well afresh from my sorrow…stricken heart!to live torn by a

love I cannot lose!to stand alone like some storm…twisted tree; and;

sighing day by day to the winds of heaven; gaze upon the desert of my

life; while I wait the lingering lightning's strokenay; that will

not I; Harmachis! I had died long since; but I lived on to serve thee;

now no more thou needest me; and I go。 Oh; fare thee well!for ever

fare thee well! For not again shall I look again upon thy face; and

there I go thou goest not! For thou dost not love me who still dost

love that queenly woman thou hast hounded to the death! Her thou shalt

never win; and I thee shall never win; and this is the bitter end of

Fate! See; Harmachis: I ask one boon before I go and for all time

become naught to thee but a memory of shame。 Tell me that thou dost

forgive me so far as thine is to forgive; and in token thereof kiss me

with no lover's kiss; but kiss me on the brow; and bid me pass in

peace。〃



And she drew near to me with arms outstretched and pitiful trembling

lips and gazed upon my face。



〃Charmion;〃 I answered; 〃we are free to act for good or evil; and yet

methinks there is a Fate above our fate; that; blowing from some

strange shore; compels our little sails of purpose; set them as we

will; and drives us to destruction。 I forgive thee; Charmion; as I

trust in turn to be forgiven; and by this kiss; the first and the

last; I seal our peace。〃 And with my lips I touched her brow。



She spoke no more; only for a little while she stood gazing on me with

sad eyes。 Then she lifted the goblet; and said:



〃Royal Harmachis; in this deadly cup I pledge thee! Would that I had

drunk of it ere ever I looked upon thy face! Pharaoh; who; thy sins

outworn; yet shalt rule in perfect peace o'er worlds I may not tread;

who yet shalt sway a kinglier sceptre than that I robbed thee of; for

ever; fare thee well!〃



She drank; cast down the cup; and for a moment stood with the wide

eyes of one who looks for Death。 Then He came; and Charmion the

Egyptian fell prone upon the floor; dead。 And for a moment more I

stood alone with the dead。



I crept to the side of Cleopatra; and; now that none were left to see;

I sat down on the bed and laid her head upon my knee; as once before

it had been laid in that night of sacrilege beneath the shadow of the

everlasting pyramid。 Then I kissed her chill brow and went from the

House of Deathavenged; but sorely smitten with despair!







〃Physician;〃 said the officer of the Guard as I went through the

gates; 〃what passes yonder in the Monument? Methought I heard the

sounds of death。〃



〃Naught passesall hath passed;〃 I made reply; and went。



And as I went in the darkness I heard the sound of voices and the

running of the feet of C?sar's messengers。



Flying swiftly to my house I found Atoua waiting at the gates。 She

drew me into a quiet chamber and closed the doors。



〃Is it done?〃 she asked; and turned her wrinkled face to mine; while

the lamplight streamed white upon her snowy hair。 〃Nay; why ask II

know that it is don
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