we shall be undone by this fleet。 1。 That we must fight in a line； whereas we fight promiscuously； to our utter and demonstrable ruine： the Dutch fighting otherwise； and we； whenever we beat them；2。 We must not desert ships of our own in distress； as we did； for that makes a captain desperate； and he will fling away his ship； when there are no hopes left him of succour。3。 That ships when they are a little shattered； must not take the liberty to come in of themselves； but refit themselves the best they can； and stay outmany of our ships coming in with very small disableness。 He told me that our very commanders； nay； our very flag…officers； do stand in need of exercising among themselves； and discoursing the business of commanding a fleet： he telling me that even one of our flag…men in the fleet； did not know which tacke lost the wind； or kept it； in the last engagement。 He says it was pure dismaying and fear that made them all run upon the Galloper； not having their wits about them： and that it was a miracle they were not all lost。 He much inveighs upon my discoursing of Sir John Lawson's saying heretofore； that sixty sail would do as much as one hundred； and says that he was a man of no counsel at all； but had got the confidence to say as the gallants did； and did propose to himself to make himself great by them； and saying as they did： but was no man of judgement in his business； but hath been out in the greatest points that have come before them。 And then in the business of fore…castles； which he did oppose； all the world sees now the use of them for shelter of men。 He did talk very rationally to me； insomuch that I took more pleasure this night in hearing him discourse； than I ever did in my life in any thing that he said。
6th。 I believe not less than one thousand people in the streets。 But it is a pretty thing to observe that both there and every where else； a man shall see many women now…a…days of mean sort in the streets； but no men； men being so afraid of the press。 I dined with Sir G。 Carteret； and after dinner had much discourse about； our public business； and he do seem to fear every day more and more what I do； which is a general confusion in the State； plainly answering me to the question； who is it that the weight of the warr depends upon？ that it is only Sir W。 Coventry。 He tells me； too； the Duke of Albemarle is dissatisfied； and that the Duchesse do curse Coventry as the man that betrayed her husband to the sea： though I believe that it is not so。 Thence to Lumburd…streete； and received 2000l。； and carried it home： whereof 1000l。 in gold。 This I do for security sake； and convenience of carriage； though it costs me above 70l。 the change of it； at 18 1/2d per peece。 Creed tells me he finds all things mighty dull at Court； and that they now begin to lie long in bed； it being； as we suppose； not seemly for them to be found playing and gaming as they used to be； nor that their minds are at ease enough to follow those sports； and yet not knowing how to employ themselves； （though there be work enough for their thoughts and councils and pains；） they keep long in bed。 But he thinks with me； that there is nothing in the world can help us but the King's personal looking after his business and his officers； and that with that we may yet do well； but otherwise must be undone： nobody at this day taking care of anything； nor hath any body to call him to account for it。
10th。 To the office； the yard being very full of women； （I believe above three hundred） coming to get money for their husbands and friends that are prisoners in Holland； and they lay clamouring and swearing and cursing us； that my wife and I were afraid to send a venison…pasty that we have for supper to…night； to the cook's to be baked； for fear of their offering violence to it： but it went； and no hurt done。 To the Tower to speak with Sir John Robinson about the bad condition of the pressed men for want of clothes。
11th。 I away by coach to St。 James's； and there hear that the Duchesse is lately brought to bed of a boy。 By and by called to wait on the Duke； the King being present； and there agreed； among other things； of the places to build the ten new great ships ordered to be built； and as to the relief of prisoners is Holland。 And then； about several stories of the basenesse of the King of Spain's being served with officers： they in Flanders having as good common men as any Prince in the world； but the veriest cowards for the officers； nay for the general officers； as the Generall and Lieutenant…generall； in the whole world。 But； above all things； the King did speak most in contempt of the ceremoniousnesse of the King of Spain； that he do nothing but under some ridiculous form or other。 I shall get in near 2000l。 into my own hands； which is in the King's； upon tallies； which will be a pleasure to me； and satisfaction to have a good sum in my own hands； whatever evil disturbances should be in the State； though it troubles me to lose so great a profit as the King's interest of ten per cent。 for that money。
12th。 With Sir W。 Coventry into London； to the office。 And all the way I observed him mightily to make mirth of the Duke of Albemarle and his people about him； saying； that he was the happiest man in the world for doing of great things by sorry instruments。 And so particularized in Sir W。 Clerke； and Riggs； and Halsey； and others。 And then again said that the only duality eminent in him was； that he did persevere； and indeed he is a very drudge； and stands by the King's business。
14th。 Up betimes to the office； to write fair a laborious letter I wrote as from the Board to the Duke of York； laying out our want of money again； and particularly the business of Captain Cocke's tender of hemp； which my Lord Brouncker brought in under an unknown hand without name。 Wherein his Lordship will have no great success； I doubt。 That being done； I down to Thames… streete； and there agreed for four or five tons of corke； to send this day to the fleet； being a new device to make barricados with； instead of junke。 After a song in the garden； which is now the greatest pleasure I take； and indeed do please me mightily； to bed。 This evening I had Davila brought home to me and find it a most excellent history as ever I read。
16th。 A wonderful dark sky； and shower of rain this morning。 At Harwich a shower of hail as big as walnuts。
18th。 To St。 James's after my fellows； and here； among other things； before us all； the Duke of York did say； that now at length is come to a sure knowledge that the Dutch did lose in the late engagements twenty…nine captains and thirteen ships。 Upon which Sir W。 Coventry did publickly move； that if his Royal Highness had this of a certainty； it would be of use to send this down to the fleet； and to cause it to be spread about the fleet； for the recovering of the spirits of the officers and seamen； who are under great dejectednes； for want of knowing that they did do any thing against the enemy； notwithstanding all that they did to us。 Which； though it be true； yet methought was one of the most dishonourable motions to our countrymen that ever was made； and is worth remembering。 Thence with Sir W。 Pen home； calling at Lilly's； to have a time appointed when to be drawn among the other Commanders of Flags the last year's fight。 And so full of work Lilly is； that he was fain to take his table…book out to see how his time is appointed； and appointed six days hence for him to come between seven and eight in the morning。 Thence with him home； and there by appointment I find Dr。 Fuller； now Bishop of Limericke； in Ireland； whom I knew in his low condition at Twittenham and find the Bishop the same good man that ever； and in a word； kind to us； and； methinks； one of the comeliest and most becoming prelates in all respects that ever I saw in my life。 During dinner comes an acquaintance of his； Sir Thomas Littleton ＇Afterwards made Treasurer of the Navy in conjunction with Sir Thomas Osborn。＇ whom I knew not while he was in my house； but liked his discourse： and afterwards； by Sir W。 Pen； do come to know that he is one of the greatest speakers in the House of Commons； and the usual second to the great Vaughan。 So was sorry I did observe him no more； and gain more of his acquaintance。 Walked to Woolwich； reading 〃the Rivall Ladys〃 ＇A Tragi…comedy by Dryden。＇ all the way； and find it a most pleasant and fine writ play。
19th。 Full of wants of money； and much stores to buy； for to replenish the stores； and no money to do it with。 The fleet is sailed this morning； God send us good news of them！
21st。 At noon walked in the garden with Commissioner Pett； （newly come to town） who tells me how infinite the disorders are among the commanders and all officers of the fleet。 No discipline： nothing but swearing and cursing； and every body doing what they please； and the Generalls； understanding no better； suffer it； to the reproaching of this Board； or whoever it will be。 He himself hath been challenged twice to the field； or something as good； by Sir Edward Spragge and Capt。 Seamons ＇QUERY Seymour？＇ He tells me that captains carry； for all the late orders； what men they please。 So that he fears； and I d