e warmth and kittens； we both dislike interference with our fur。 You took a long time to buy me； so as to get me perfect。 You see that woman over there！ I sat on her lap this morning while she was sewing your curtains。 She has no right in here； she's not what she seems； she can bite and scratch； I know； her lap is skinny； she drops water from her eyes。 She made me wet all down my back。 Be careful what you're doing； or she'll make you wet down yours！'
All that was like the little Persian kitten within Ceciliacosiness and love of pretty things； attachment to her own abode with its high… art lining； love for her mate and her own kitten； Thyme； dread of disturbanceall made her long to push this woman from the room； this woman with the skimpy figure； and eyes that； for all their patience； had in them something virago…like； this woman who carried about with her an atmosphere of sordid grief； of squalid menaces； and scandal。 She longed all the more because it could well be seen from the seamstress's helpless attitude that she too would have liked an easy life。 To dwell on things like this was to feel more than thirty… eight！
Cecilia had no pocket； Providence having removed it now for some time past； but from her little bag she drew forth the two essentials of gentility。 Taking her nose； which she feared was shining； gently within one； she fumbled in the other。 And again she looked doubtfully at Mrs。 Hughs。 Her heart said： 'Give the poor woman half a sovereign； it might comfort her！' But her brain said： 'I owe her four…and…six； after what she's just been saying about her husband and that girl and Hilary； it mayn't be safe to give her more。' She held out two half…crowns； and had an inspiration： 〃I shall mention to my sister what you've said； you can tell your husband that！〃
No sooner had she said this； however； than she saw； from a little smile devoid of merriment and quickly extinguished； that Mrs。 Hughs did not believe she would do anything of the kind； from which she concluded that the seamstress was convinced of Hilary's interest in the little model。 She said hastily：
〃You can go now； Mrs。 Hughs。〃
Mrs。 Hughs went； making no noise or sign of any sort。
Cecilia returned to her scattered thoughts。 They lay there still； with a gleam of sun from the low window smearing their importance； she felt somehow that it did not now matter very much whether she and Stephen； in the interests of science； saw that man fall from his balloon； or； in the interests of art； heard Herr von Kraaffe sing his Polish songs； she experienced； too； almost a revulsion in favour of tinned milk。 After meditatively tearing up her note to Messrs。 Rose and Thorn； she lowered the bureau lid and left the room。
Mounting the stairs； whose old oak banisters on either side were a real joy； she felt she was stupid to let vague； sordid rumours； which； after all； affected her but indirectly； disturb her morning's work。 And entering Stephen's dressing…room she stood looking at his boots。
Inside each one of them was a wooden soul； none had any creases； none had any holes。 The moment they wore out； their wooden souls were taken from them and their bodies given to the poor； whilstin accordance with that theory； to hear a course of lectures on which a scattered thought was even now inviting herthe wooden souls migrated instantly to other leathern bodies。
Looking at that polished row of boots； Cecilia felt lonely and unsatisfied。 Stephen worked in the Law Courts； Thyme worked at Art； both were doing something definite。 She alone； it seemed； had to wait at home； and order dinner； answer letters； shop； pay calls； and do a dozen things that failed to stop her thoughts from dwelling on that woman's tale。 She was not often conscious of the nature of her life； so like the lives of many hundred women in this London； which she said she could not stand； but which she stood very well。 As a rule； with practical good sense； she kept her doubting eyes fixed friendlily on every little phase in turn； enjoying well enough fitting the Chinese puzzle of her scattered thoughts； setting out on each small adventure with a certain cautious zest； and taking Stephen with her as far as he allowed。 This last year or so； now that Thyme was a grown girl； she had felt at once a loss of purpose and a gain of liberty。 She hardly knew whether to be glad or sorry。 It freed her for the tasting of more things； more people； and more Stephen； but it left a little void in her heart； a little soreness round it。 What would Thyme think if she heard this story about her uncle？ The thought started a whole train of doubts that had of late beset her。 Was her little daughter going to turn out like herself？ If not； why not？ Stephen joked about his daughter's skirts； her hockey； her friendship with young men。 He joked about the way Thyme refused to let him joke about her art or about her interest in 〃the people。〃 His joking was a source of irritation to Cecilia。 For； by woman's instinct rather than by any reasoning process； she was conscious of a disconcerting change。 Amongst the people she knew； young men were not now attracted by girls as they had been in her young days。 There was a kind of cool and friendly matter…of…factness in the way they treated them； a sort of almost scientific playfulness。 And Cecilia felt uneasy as to how far this was to go。 She seemed left behind。 If young people were really becoming serious； if youths no longer cared about the colour of Thyme's eyes； or dress； or hair； what would there be left to care forthat is； up to the point of definite relationship？ Not that she wanted her daughter to be married。 It would be time enough to think of that when she was twenty…five。 But her own experiences had been so different。 She had spent so many youthful hours in wondering about men； had seen so many men cast furtive looks at her； and now there did not seem in men or girls anything left worth the other's while to wonder or look furtive about。 She was not of a philosophic turn of mind； and had attached no deep meaning to Stephen's jest〃If young people will reveal their ankles； they'll soon have no ankles to reveal。〃
To Cecilia the extinction of the race seemed threatened； in reality her species of the race alone was vanishing； which to her； of course； was very much the same disaster。 With her eyes on Stephen's boots she thought： 'How shall I prevent what I've heard from coming to Bianca's ears？ I know how she would take it！ How shall I prevent Thyme's hearing？ I'm sure I don't know what the effect would be on her！ I must speak to Stephen。 He's so fond of Hilary。'
And； turning away from Stephen's boots； she mused： 'Of course it's nonsense。 Hilary's much tootoo nice； too fastidious； to be more than just interested； but he's so kind he might easily put himself in a false position。 Andit's ugly nonsense！ B。 can be so disagreeable； even now she's noton terms with him！' And suddenly the thought of Mr。 Purcey leaped into her mindMr。 Purcey； who； as Mrs。 Tallents Smallpeace had declared； was not even conscious that there was a problem of the poor。 To think of him seemed somehow at that moment comforting； like rolling oneself in a blanket against a draught。 Passing into her room； she opened her wardrobe door。
'Bother the woman！' she thought。 'I do want that gentian dress got ready； but now I simply can't give it to her to do。'
CHAPTER VIII
THE SINGLE MIND OF MR。 STONE
Since in the flutter of her spirit caused by the words of Mrs。 Hughs； Cecilia felt she must do something； she decided to change her dress。
The furniture of the pretty room she shared with Stephen had not been hastily assembled。 Conscious； even fifteen years ago； when they moved into this house； of the grave Philistinism of the upper classes； she and Stephen had ever kept their duty to aestheticism green； and； in the matter of their bed； had lain for two years on two little white affairs； comfortable； but purely temporary； that they might give themselves a chance。 The chance had come at lasta bed in real keeping with the period they had settled on； and going for twelve pounds。 They had not let it go； and now slept in itnot quite so comfortable； perhaps； but comfortable enough； and conscious of duty done。
For fifteen years Cecilia had been furnishing her house； the process approached completion。 The only things remaining on her mindapart； that is； from Thyme's development and the condition of the people were： item； a copper lantern that would allow some light to pass its framework； item； an old oak washstand not going back to Cromwell's time。 And now this third anxiety had come！
She was rather touching； as she stood before the wardrobe glass divested of her bodice； with dimples of exertion in her thin white arms while she hooked her skirt behind； and her greenish eyes troubled； so anxious to do their best for everyone； and save risk of any sort。 Having put on a bramble…coloured frock； which laced across her breast with silver lattice…work； and a hat （without feathers； so as to encourage birds） fastened to her head with pins （bought to aid a novel school of metal…work）； she went to see what sort of day it was。
The window looked out at the back over some dr