lips trembled。 Suddenly her eyes opened ever so little between their lids； and looked at him。 And the perception that she was not really going to faint； that it was a little desperate wile of this child Delilah； made him wrench away his hands。 The moment she felt that grasp relax she sank down and clasped his knees； pressing them to her bosom so that he could not stir。 Closer and closer she pressed them to her； till it seemed as though she must be bruising her flesh。 Her breath came in sobs； her eyes were closed； her lips quivered upwards。 In the clutch of her clinging body there seemed suddenly the whole of woman's power of self…abandonment。 It was just that； which； at this moment； so horribly painful to him； prevented Hilary from seizing her in his arms just that queer seeming self…effacement； as though she were lost to knowledge of what she did。 It seemed too brutal； too like taking advantage of a child。
》From calm is born the wind； the ripple from the still pool； self out of nothingnessso all passes imperceptibly； no man knows how。 The little model's moment of self…oblivion passed； and into her wet eyes her plain； twisting spirit suddenly writhed up again； for all the world as if she had said： 'I won't let you go； I'll keep youI'll keep you。'
Hilary broke away from her； and she fell forward on her face。
〃Get up； child；〃 he said〃get up； for God's sake； don't lie there！〃
She rose obediently； choking down her sobs； mopping her face with a small； dirty handkerchief。 Suddenly； taking a step towards him； she clenched both her hands and struck them downwards。
〃I'll go to the bad；〃 she said…〃 I willif you don't take me！〃 And； her breast heaving； her hair all loose； she stared straight into his face with her red…rimmed eyes。 Hilary turned suddenly； took a book up from the writing…table； and opened it。 His face was again suffused with blood； his hands and lips trembled； his eyes had a queer fixed stare。
〃Not now； not now；〃 he muttered； 〃go away now。 I'll come to you to…morrow。〃
The little model gave him the look a dog gives you when it asks if you are deceiving him。 She made a sign on her breast； as a Catholic might make the sign of his religion； drawing her fingers together； and clutching at herself with them； then passed her little dirty handkerchief once more over her eyes； and； turning round； went out。
Hilary remained standing where he was； reading the open book without apprehending what it was。
There was a wistful sound； as of breath escaping hurriedly。 Mr。 Stone was standing in the open doorway。
〃She has been here；〃 he said。 〃I saw her go away。〃
Hilary dropped the book； his nerves were utterly unstrung。 Then； pointing to a chair； he said： 〃Won't you sit down； sir？〃
Mr。 Stone came close up to his son…in…law。
〃Is she in trouble？〃
〃Yes；〃 murmured Hilary。
〃She is too young to be in trouble。 Did you tell her that？〃
Hilary shook his head。
〃Has the man hurt her？〃
Again Hilary shook his head。
〃What is her trouble； then？〃 said Mr。 Stone。 The closeness of this catechism； the intent stare of the old man's eyes； were more than Hilary could bear。 He turned away。
〃You ask me something that I cannot answer。
〃Why？〃
〃It is a private matter。〃
With the blood still beating in his temples； his lips still quivering； and the feeling of the girl's clasp round his knees； he almost hated this old man who stood there putting such blind questions。
Then suddenly in Mr。 Stone's eyes he saw a startling change； as in the face of a man who regains consciousness after days of vacancy。 His whole countenance had become alive with a sort of jealous understanding。 The warmth which the little model brought to his old spirit had licked up the fog of his Idea； and made him see what was going on before his eyes。
At that look Hilary braced himself against the wall。
A flush spread slowly over Mr。 Stone's face。 He spoke with rare hesitation。 In this sudden coming back to the world of men and things he seemed astray。
〃I am not going；〃 he stammered； 〃to ask you any more。 I could not pry into a private matter。 That would not be…〃 His voice failed； he looked down。
Hilary bowed； touched to the quick by the return to life of this old man； so long lost to facts； and by the delicacy in that old face。
〃I will not intrude further on your trouble；〃 said Mr。 Stone； 〃whatever it may be。 I am sorry that you are unhappy； too。〃
Very slowly； and without again looking up at his son…in…law； he went out。
Hilary remained standing where he had been left against the wall。
CHAPTER XXXVIII
THE HOME…COMING OF HUGHS
Hilary had evidently been right in thinking the little model was not speaking the truth when she said she had seen Hughs； for it was not until early on the following morning that three persons traversed the long winding road leading from Wormwood Scrubs to Kensington。 They preserved silence； not because there was nothing in their hearts to be expressed； but because there was too much； and they walked in the giraffe…like formation peculiar to the lower classesHughs in front； Mrs。 Hughs to the left； a foot or two behind； and a yard behind her； to the left again； her son Stanley。 They made no sign of noticing anyone in the road besides themselves； and no one in the road gave sign of noticing that they were there； but in their three minds； so differently fashioned； a verb was dumbly； and with varying emotion； being conjugated：
〃I've been in prison。〃 〃You've been in prison。' 〃He's been in prison。〃
Beneath the seeming acquiescence of a man subject to domination from his birth up； those four words covered in Hughs such a whirlpool of surging sensation； such ferocity of bitterness； and madness； and defiance； that no outpouring could have appreciably relieved its course。 The same four words summed up in Mrs。 Hughs so strange a mingling of fear； commiseration； loyalty； shame； and trembling curiosity at the new factor which had come into the life of all this little family walking giraffe…like back to Kensington that to have gone beyond them would have been like plunging into a wintry river。 To their son the four words were as a legend of romance； conjuring up no definite image； lighting merely the glow of wonder。
〃Don't lag； Stanley。 Keep up with your father。〃
The little boy took three steps at an increased pace； then fell behind again。 His black eyes seemed to answer： 'You say that because you don't know what else to say。' And without alteration in their giraffe…like formation； but again in silence； the three proceeded。
In the heart of the seamstress doubt and fear were being slowly knit into dread of the first sound to pass her husband's lips。 What would he ask？ How should she answer？ Would he talk wild； or would he talk sensible？ Would he have forgotten that young girl； or had he nursed and nourished his wicked fancy in the house of grief and silence？ Would he ask where the baby was？ Would he speak a kind word to her？ But alongside her dread there was guttering within her the undying resolution not to 'let him go from her； if it were ever so； to that young girl'
〃Don't lag； Stanley！〃
At the reiteration of those words Hughs spoke。
〃Let the boy alone！ You'll be nagging at the baby next！〃
Hoarse and grating； like sounds issuing from a damp vault； was this first speech。
The seamstress's eyes brimmed over。
〃I won't get the chance；〃 she stammered out。 〃He's gone！〃
Hughs' teeth gleamed like those of a dog at bay。
〃Who's taken him？ You let me know the name。
Tears rolled down the seamstress's cheeks； she could not answer。 Her little son's thin voice rose instead：
〃Baby's dead。 We buried him in the ground。 I saw it。 Mr。 Creed came in the cab with me。〃
White flecks appeared suddenly at the corners of Hughs' lips。 He wiped the back of his hand across his mouth； and once more； giraffe… like； the little family marched on。。。。
〃Westminister；〃 in his threadbare summer jacketfor the day was warmhad been standing for some little time in Mrs。 Budgen's doorway on the ground floor at Hound Street。 Knowing that Hughs was to be released that morning early； he had； with the circumspection and foresight of his character； reasoned thus： 'I shan't lie easy in my bed； I shan't hev no peace until I know that low feller's not a…goin' to misdemean himself with me。 It's no good to go a…puttin' of it off。 I don't want him comin' to my room attackin' of old men。 I'll be previous with him in the passage。 The lame woman 'll let me。 I shan't trouble her。 She'll be palliable between me and him； in case he goes for to attack me。 I ain't afraid of him。'
But； as the minutes of waiting went by； his old tongue； like that of a dog expecting chastisement； appeared ever more frequently to moisten his twisted； discoloured lips。 'This comes of mixin' up with soldiers；' he thought； 'and a lowclass o' man like that。 I ought to ha' changed my lodgin's。 He'll be askin' me where that young girl is； I shouldn't wonder； an' him lost his character and his job； and everything； and all because o' women！'
He watched the broad…faced woman； Mrs。 Budgen； in whose grey eyes the fighting light so fortunately never died； painfully doing out her rooms；