d before he joined up who had looked very similar to this one。 It might even have been her lying there in that spreading pool of blood。 A chance in several millions。 He hoped it wasn't。 You bastard； Walters； you didn't have to kill her！
'Aren't we supposed to be taking prisoners； Sarge？' A tall sallow…faced soldier asked the question that everybody was thinking。'I mean 。 。 。'wishing suddenly that he hadn't voiced his thoughts； 'that is 。 。 。'
'You take your orders from me； Private。' Walters wheeled and for a second the swinging barrel of the pistol took in all of them。 ll said fire at will because those fucking animals up there are fighting backV They don't have any business trying to drop cars on us。 They should run the moment they see us ing。 'Anybody not obeying orders will be court…martialied when we get back to base。 Get it； all of you lousy fuckers？' They all nodded because they didn't have any option。
Up there； above them on the top elevation； was a group of very frightened people； people who had once been ordinary peace…loving folks now horrifically transformed into primitive Man by terrible germs released into the atmosphere； were now trapped like rabbits in a dead…end burrow。 They could be taken alive but Walters didn't want it that way。 He was glorying in a one…sided battle； lusting for a massacre。 In a way perhaps the poor wretches would be better off dead。 Kenny King was sure he would throw up before it was all over。 Afterwards he might even desert at the first opportunity。
The second and third storeys were devoid of life。 So was the fourth。 Only the fifth remained now and they were up there all right。 The soldiers could hear them as they fanned out into an arrow…shaped formation and began to ascend the steep sloping concrete ramp。 Textbook perfection in their approach； ready to unleash a hail of fire at the first sign of trouble。
Kenny's eyes focused on the sergeant's broad green and brown blotched camouflaged back。 You bastard！
A crash from far below； muffled； lingering like the sound of a coin tossed into a deep wishing…well。 Another car had gone over the wall。 And then the floor levelled out on to a giant sunlit balcony； a line of cars on either side。 The top elevation and the throwbacks were right here。
Seven or eight of them were struggling to lift a Ford Escort up on to the rampart； powerful muscles bulging as they took the strain。 Some more were dragging out a Metro。 All had their backs towards the oning soldiers except a bunch of children who huddled together beneath an awning。
No！ Kenny King felt every scrap of decency and fair play in him rebel。 Helpless youngsters ranging from five to possibly ten； they could have been mistaken for trained chimpanzees at a cursory glance； hairy creatures who were busily filling an empty ice…cream tub with sand and unsuccessfully trying to make a castle from it on the concrete floor。 Each time it crumbled； powdered； and they tried again。
Kenny didn't care any more； didn't want to be any part of this。 Something inside him took over； had him rushing forward with pistol raised； marksman…style； trained on the back of Sergeant Walters。 'No； you're not going to murder them。 I won't let you。 I。 。 。'
A shot rang out。 Walters should have died instantly because the young rookie was already taking a trigger pressure； hesitating at the last second because that same spark of decency which had hurled him forward was also quavering； a fleeting flash of conscience that said； *You can't shoot a man in the back。 You can't take human life！'
The slug fired by the corporal close behind took Kenny in the back of the head； tore a jagged hole through his skull and spewed brains and blood out of his forehead； threw him forward so that when his own pistol exploded the bullet flew harmlessly into the air。
Walters dropped to his knees。 A glance behind him told him the whole story； he had seen it before； it would happen again； a boy's nerve giving out； an animal gone berserk and having to be put down。
The throwbacks turned； the Escort started to slip。 One of them wasn't quick enough； screamed as it rolled over on to him。 The others scattered； found themselves caught up in a hail of pistol and rifle fire。 A blonde bearded male crumpled up； clutching at his stomach； was dead before he rolled over。 Another had his throat torn out as though it had been savaged by a fierce dog。
The soldiers alongside Sergeant Walters were lying on their stomachs firing； those directly behind him kneeling； the rear ones shooting from a standing position。
Seven or eight dead lay in the foreground； the rest leaping up on to the rampart； running agilely along it。 More shooting； a fairground game now； you collect your prize when they're all down。
Only three left； stopping because there was nowhere else to run。 Sitting ducks。 A single shot and the far one crumpled。 Two to go。 It was target practice now。
The last two jumped； defiance in their wild shrieks as they leaped into space。 You found yourself listening； counting； wincing in anticipation of the crunch far below。
Sergeant Walters rose to his feet； dusted himself down； a half…smile on those swarthy features。 'I guess that about wraps it up； Corporal。'
'The kids； Sarge 。 。 。'
Walters turned slowly； saw how the youngsters were bunched under that awning； half…raised his pistol。
'We still need more prisoners； Sarge。' The other's tone was nervous； his voice quavering； staring at the bloodied shot…up corpse of Kenny King； the lad from Wakefield。 He had ended up that way because he couldn't stomach massacring women and kids。 And you were the one who shot him； Corporal！ They said they needed kids as well。 To experiment on。'
What experiments？ Oh； Jesus Christ Alive！
'Yeah； they do need kids。' Walters lowered his weapon。 'Round 'em up。 Take 'em down and put 'em in the van with the others。'
The sergeant noted with contempt the way some of the rookies moved to carry out his orders。 Fuck 'em； they weren't paid to think； to reason。 Just to obey。 He watched the way they took the children down the ramp； almost reluctantly。 We don't want to do this to you but if we don't then we'll be court…martialled。 They're the enemy； you fuckers； prisoners…of…war。 And when we get 'em back to base in Hertfordshire they're going to be guinea pigs； injected with Christ…knows…what。 They'll either live or die； they've got two choices； 'Hurry along there； you lot。 We don't have all day。'
The sergeant's stomach knotted； felt like he'd got an appendicitis ing on。 He couldn't have； though； because he'd had his appendix out； peritonitis when he was a rookie； like this rabble； on the Rhine。 That kid had e close to chopping him； a matter of a second； maybe two。 He'd buy the corporal a drink in the Mess tonight。 Or maybe he wouldn't； the others might see it as a sign of weakness。 You saved a colleague because it was your duty； and for no other reason。 He'd do the same for any of them and not feel anything personal； just see that it went down on record。
On the drive back he would scribble out his report Just a brief encounter： attacked by the enemy hurling cars off a rooftop； fought to the last。 The corporal would countersign it。 And if any of those fucking rookies had anything to say they would be court…martialled。 The country was in a State of Emergency； you couldn't afford to be squeamish。 Soldiers were trained for battle； and in battle you killed the enemy。
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
DON'T TOUCH me； Jon； please！
Sylvia tensed； every nerve in her body rigid； tried to think of a plausible reason which she could put into words。 I've got a headache。 Husbands had given up believing that one twenty years ago。 It's the wrong time of the month； he knew already that it wasn't。 I'm too tired。 She'd once told him that sex was better when you were tired because you were more relaxed。
She bit her lip； resisted the urge to knock his hand away。 Please don't touch me。 I don't want you； I want my own husband back because he's out there in the dark and cold。 Alive。 Oh God； Eric's alive。'
Jon wanted her tonight and there was no way short of a determined physical resistance that she was going to stop him。 She groaned； eased her legs apart。 Shut your eyes and think of England。 No； think of Eric。
It was Eric in the darkness of her bed。 It had to be； everything else had just been a bad dream。 No； it wasn't Eric's feel； not his way。 Her mind flipped back to the other morning and suddenly her whole body began to prickle and tingle。 There had been no fear because it was Eric ail right。 Not even rape because she had been more than willing。 So strong； so fierce； every thrust so meaningful。
Jon was lying with his full weight on top of her now。 His naked flesh was repulsively smooth； his strength barely that of a callow youth。 She turned her head away； tried to avoid his lips。 Screw me then and get it over with； let me be back with Eric。
No way was she going to make it to an orgasm。 S