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I　could　hear　everything　but　could　see　nothing。　　‘Shall　I　throw　her

out　of　the　door；　my　lady？'　said　the　little　man。　　‘No；'　she　answered；

‘she's　not　quite　bad　enough　for　that。　　I　don't　think　there's　much

harm　in　her；　only　she'll　never　do　for　us。　　She　would　make　dreadful

mischief　up　here。　　She's　only　fit　for　the　mud。　　It's　a　great　pity。　

I　am　sorry　for　her。　　Just　take　that　ring　off　her　finger。　　I　am　sadly

afraid　she　has　stolen　it。'　　The　little　man　caught　hold　of　my　hand；

and　I　felt　him　tugging　at　the　ring。　　I　tried　to　speak　what　was

true　about　it；　but；　after　a　terrible　effort；　only　gave　a　groan。　

Other　things　began　to　come　into　my　head。　　Somebody　else　had　a　hold

of　me。　　The　little　man　wasn't　there。　　I　opened　my　eyes　at　last；

and　saw　the　nurse。　　I　had　cried　out　in　my　sleep；　and　she　had　come

and　waked　me。　　But；　Diamond；　for　all　it　was　only　a　dream；　I　cannot

help　being　ashamed　of　myself　yet　for　opening　the　lady's　box　of

bees。〃



〃You　woudn't　do　it　againwould　youif　she　were　to　take　you　back？〃

said　Diamond。



〃No。　I　don't　think　anything　would　ever　make　me　do　it　again。　

But　where's　the　good？　　I　shall　never　have　the　chance。〃



〃I　don't　know　that；〃　said　Diamond。



〃You　silly　baby！　　It　was　only　a　dream；〃　said　Nanny。



〃I　know　that；　Nanny；　dear。　　But　how　can　you　tell　you　mayn't　dream

it　again？〃



〃That's　not　a　bit　likely。〃



〃I　don't　know　that；〃　said　Diamond。



〃You're　always　saying　that；〃　said　Nanny。　　〃I　don't　like　it。〃



〃Then　I　won't　say　it　againif　I　don't　forget。〃　　said　Diamond。　

〃But　it　was　such　a　beautiful　dream！wasn't　it；　Nanny？　　What　a　pity

you　opened　that　door　and　let　the　bees　out！　　You　might　have　had

such　a　long　dream；　and　such　nice　talks　with　the　moon…lady。　Do　try

to　go　again；　Nanny。　　I　do　so　want　to　hear　more。〃



But　now　the　nurse　came　and　told　him　it　was　time　to　go；　and　Diamond　went；

saying　to　himself；　〃I　can't　help　thinking　that　North　Wind　had　something

to　do　with　that　dream。　　It　would　be　tiresome　to　lie　there　all　day

and　all　night　toowithout　dreaming。　　Perhaps　if　she　hadn't　done　that；

the　moon　might　have　carried　her　to　the　back　of　the　north　wind

who　knows？〃







CHAPTER　XXXI



THE　NORTH　WIND　DOTH　BLOW





IT　WAS　a　great　delight　to　Diamond　when　at　length　Nanny　was　well

enough　to　leave　the　hospital　and　go　home　to　their　house。　　She　was　not

very　strong　yet；　but　Diamond's　mother　was　very　considerate　of　her；

and　took　care　that　she　should　have　nothing　to　do　she　was　not　quite

fit　for。　　If　Nanny　had　been　taken　straight　from　the　street；　it　is　very

probable　she　would　not　have　been　so　pleasant　in　a　decent　household；

or　so　easy　to　teach；　but　after　the　refining　influences　of　her　illness

and　the　kind　treatment　she　had　had　in　the　hospital；　she　moved　about

the　house　just　like　some　rather　sad　pleasure　haunting　the　mind。　

As　she　got　better；　and　the　colour　came　back　to　her　cheeks；

her　step　grew　lighter　and　quicker；　her　smile　shone　out　more　readily；

and　it　became　certain　that　she　would　soon　be　a　treasure　of　help。　

It　was　great　fun　to　see　Diamond　teaching　her　how　to　hold　the　baby；

and　wash　and　dress　him；　and　often　they　laughed　together　over

her　awkwardness。　　But　she　had　not　many　such　lessons　before　she　was

able　to　perform　those　duties　quite　as　well　as　Diamond　himself。



Things　however　did　not　go　well　with　Joseph　from　the　very　arrival　of　Ruby。　

It　almost　seemed　as　if　the　red　beast　had　brought　ill　luck　with　him。　

The　fares　were　fewer；　and　the　pay　less。　　Ruby's　services　did　indeed

make　the　week's　income　at　first　a　little　beyond　what　it　used　to　be；

but　then　there　were　two　more　to　feed。　　After　the　first　month　he　fell　lame；

and　for　the　whole　of　the　next　Joseph　dared　not　attempt　to　work　him。　

I　cannot　say　that　he　never　grumbled；　for　his　own　health　was　far

from　what　it　had　been；　but　I　can　say　that　he　tried　to　do　his　best。　

During　all　that　month；　they　lived　on　very　short　commons　indeed；

seldom　tasting　meat　except　on　Sundays；　and　poor　old　Diamond；

who　worked　hardest　of　all；　not　even　thenso　that　at　the　end　of　it

he　was　as　thin　as　a　clothes…horse；　while　Ruby　was　as　plump　and　sleek

as　a　bishop's　cob。



Nor　was　it　much　better　after　Ruby　was　able　to　work　again；　for　it

was　a　season　of　great　depression　in　business；　and　that　is　very　soon

felt　amongst　the　cabmen。　　City　men　look　more　after　their　shillings；

and　their　wives　and　daughters　have　less　to　spend。　　It　was　besides

a　wet　autumn；　and　bread　rose　greatly　in　price。　　When　I　add　to　this

that　Diamond's　mother　was　but　poorly；　for　a　new　baby　was　coming；

you　will　see　that　these　were　not　very　jolly　times　for　our　friends

in　the　mews。



Notwithstanding　the　depressing　influences　around　him；　Joseph　was　able

to　keep　a　little　hope　alive　in　his　heart；　and　when　he　came　home

at　night；　would　get　Diamond　to　read　to　him；　and　would　also　make

Nanny　produce　her　book　that　he　might　see　how　she　was　getting　on。　

For　Diamond　had　taken　her　education　in　hand；　and　as　she　was　a

clever　child；　she　was　very　soon　able　to　put　letters　and　words　together。



Thus　the　three　months　passed　away；　but　Mr。　Raymond　did　not　return。　

Joseph　had　been　looking　anxiously　for　him；　chiefly　with　the　desire

of　getting　rid　of　Rubynot　that　he　was　absolutely　of　no　use　to　him；

but　that　he　was　a　constant　weight　upon　his　mind。　　Indeed；　as　far

as　provision　went；　he　was　rather　worse　off　with　Ruby　and　Nanny　than

he　had　been　before；　but　on　the　other　hand；　Nanny　was　a　great　help

in　the　house；　and　it　was　a　comfort　to　him　to　think　that　when　the　new

baby　did　come；　Nanny　would　be　with　his　wife。



Of　God's　gifts　a　baby　is　of　the　greatest；　therefore　it　is　no

wonder　that　when　this　one　came；　she　was　as　heartily　welcomed

by　the　little　household　as　if　she　had　brought　plenty　with　her。　

Of　course　she　made　a　great　difference　in　the　work　to　be　done

far　more　difference　than　her　size　warranted；　but　Nanny　was　no　end

of　help；　and　Diamond　was　as　much　of　a　sunbeam　as　ever；　and　began

to　sing　to　the　new　baby　the　first　moment　he　got　her　in　his　arms。　

But　he　did　not　sing　the　same　songs　to　her　that　he　had　sung　to

his　brother；　for；　he　said；　she　was　a　new　baby　and　must　have　new　songs；

and　besides；　she　was　a　sister…baby　and　not　a　brother…baby；　and　of

course　would　not　like　the　same　kind　of　songs。　　Where　the　difference

in　his　songs　lay；　however；　I　do　not　pretend　to　be　able　to　point　out。　

One　thing　I　am　sure　of；　that　they　not　only　had　no　small　share

in　the　education　of　the　little　girl；　but　helped　the　whole　family

a　great　deal　more　than　they　were　aware。



How　they　managed　to　get　through　the　long　dreary　expensive　winter；

I　can　hardly　say。　　Sometimes　things　were　better；　sometimes　worse。　

But　at　last　the　spring　came；　and　the　winter　was　over　and　gone；

and　that　was　much。　　Still；　Mr。　Raymond　did　not　return；　and　although

the　mother　would　have　been　able　to　manage　without　Nanny　now；

they　could　not　look　for　a　place　for　her　so　long　as　they　had　Ruby；

and　they　were　not　altogether　sorry　for　this。　　One　week　at　last　was

worse　than　they　had　yet　had。　　They　were　almost　without　bread　before

it　was　over。　　But　the　sadder　he　saw　his　father　and　mother　looking；

the　more　Diamond　set　himself　to　sing　to　the　two　babies。



One　thing　which　had　increased　their　expenses　was　that　they　had　been

forced　to　hire　another　little　room　for　Nanny。　　When　the　second

baby　came；　Diamond　gave　up　his　room　that　Nanny　might　be　at　hand

to　help　his　mother；　and　went　to　hers；　which；　although　a　fine　place

to　what　she　had　been　accustomed　to；　was　not　very　nice　in　his　eyes。　

He　did　not　mind　the　change　though；　for　was　not　his　mother　the　more

comfortable　for　it？　　And　was　not　Nanny　more　comfortable　too？　

And　indeed　was　not　Diamond　himself　more　comfortable　that　other　people

were　more　comfortable？　　And　if　there　was　more　comfort　every　way；

the　change　was　a　happy　one。







CHAPTER　XXXII



DIAMOND　AND　RUBY





IT　WAS　Friday　night；　and　Diamond；　like　the　rest　of　the　household；

had　had　very　little　to　eat　that　day。　　The　mother　would　always　pay

the　week's　rent　before　she　laid　out　anything　even　on　food。　　His　father

had　been　very　gloomyso　gloomy　that　he　had　actually　been　cross

to　his　wife。　　It　is　a　strange　thing　how　pain　of　seeing　the　suffering

of　those　we　love　will　sometimes　make　us　add　to　their　suffering

by　being　cross　with　them。　　This　comes　of　not　having　faith　enough

in　God；　and　shows　how　necessary　this　faith　is；　for　when　we　lose　it；

we　lose　even　the　kindness　which　alone　can　soothe　the　suffering。　

Diamond　in　consequence　had　gone　to　bed　very　quiet　and　thoughtful

a　little　troubled　indeed。



It　had　been　a　very　stormy　winter。　　and　even　now　that　the　spring

had　come；　the　north　wind　often　blew。　　When　Diamond　went　to　his　bed；

which　was　in　a　tiny　room　in　the　roof；　he　heard　it　like　the

sea　moaning；　and　when　he　fell　asleep　he　still　heard　the　moaning。　

All　at　once　he　said　to　himself；　〃Am　I　awake；　or　am　I　asleep？〃　

But　he　had　no　time　to　answer　the　question；　for　there　was　North

Wind　calling　him。　　His　heart　beat　very　fas