He looked at the bag with distaste。 Couldn't throw it into the woods； couldn't risk waking his knee up again。 So he covered it with snow； like a dog covering its own scat； and then he began to crawl。
The knee wasn't that numb after all； it seemed。 Pete crawled on his elbows and pushed with his good foot； teeth clenched； hair hanging in his eyes。 No animals now； the stampede had stopped and there was only him … the gaspy sound of his breathing and the stifled moans of pain each time his knee bumped。 He could feel sweat running down his arms and back； but his feet remained numb and so did his hands。
He might have given up； but halfway along the straight stretch he caught sight of the fire he and Henry had made。 It had burned down considerably； but it was there。 Pete began to crawl toward it； and each time he bumped his leg and the bolts of agony came； he tried to project them into the orange spark of the fire。 He wanted to get there。 It hurt like pluperfect hell to move； but oh how he wanted to get there。 He didn't want to die freezing to death in the snow。
'I'll make it； Becky；' he muttered。 'I'll make it； Becky。' He spoke her name half a dozen times before he heard himself using it。
As he approached the fire he paused to glance at his watch and frowned。 It said eleven…forty or thereabouts； and that was nuts … he remembered checking it before starting back to the Scout； and it had said twenty past twelve then。 A slightly longer look revealed the source of the confusion。 His watch was running backward； the second hand moving counterclockwise in irregular； spasmodic jerks。 He looked at this without much surprise。 His ability to appreciate anything so fine as mere peculiarity had passed。 Even his leg was no longer his chief concern。 He was very cold； and big shudders began to course his body as he elbowed his way and pushed with his rapidly tiring good leg； covering the last fifty yards to the dying fire。
The woman was no longer on the tarp。 She now lay on the far side of the fire； as if she had crawled toward the remaining wood and then collapsed。
'Hi； honey； I'm home；' he panted。 'Had a little trouble with my knee； but now I'm back。 Goddam knee's your fault anyway； Becky； so don't plain； all right？ Becky； is that your name？'
Maybe； but she made no response。 Just lay there staring。 He could still see only one of her eyes； although whether it was the same one or the other he didn't know。 Didn't seem so creepy now； but maybe that was because he had other things to worry about。 Like the fire。 It was guttering； but there was a good bed of coals and he thought he was in time。 Get some wood on that sweetheart； really build her up； then lie here with his gal Becky （but upwind； please God … those hangers were bad）。 Wait for Henry to show up。 Wouldn't be the first time Henry had pulled his nuts out of the fire。
Pete crawled toward the woman and the little stockpile of wood beyond her； and as he got close … close enough to start picking up that ethery chemical smell again … he understood why her gaze no longer bothered him。 That creepy jackalope look had gone out of it。 Everything had。 She'd crawled halfway around the fire and died。 The crusting of snow around her waist and hips had gone a dark red。
Pete stopped for a moment； up on his aching arms and peering at her； but his interest in her； dead or alive； was not much more than the passing interest he'd felt in his back…turning watch。 What he wanted to do was get some wood on the fire and get warm。 He would consider the problem of the woman later。 Next month； maybe； when he was sitting in his own living room with a cast on his knee and a cup of hot coffee in his hand。
He finally made it to the wood。 Only four pieces were left； but they were big pieces。 Henry might be back before they burned down； and Henry would pick up some more before going on to get help。 Good old Henry。 Still wearing his dorky horn…rims； even in this age of soft contacts and laser surgery； but you could count on him。
Pete's mind tried to return to the Scout； crawling into the Scout and smelling the cologne Henry had not； in fact； been wearing； and he wouldn't let it。 Let's not go there； as the kids said。 As if memory was a destination。 No more ghost…cologne； no more memories of Duddits。 No more no bounce； no more no play。 He had enough on his plate already。
He threw the wood onto the fire one branch at a time； sidearming the pieces awkwardly； wincing at the pain in his knee but enjoying the way the sparks rose in a cloud； whirling beneath the lean…to's canted tin ceiling like crazy fireflies before winking out。
Henry would be back soon。 That was the thing to hold onto。 Just watch the fire blaze up and hold that thought。
No； he won't。 Because things have gone wrong back at Hole in the Wall。 Something to do with…
'Rick；' he said； watching the flames taste the new wood。 Soon they would feed and grow tall。
He stripped off his gloves； using his teeth； and held his hands up to the warmth of the fire。 The cut on the pad of his right hand； where the busted bottle had gotten him； was long and deep。 Was going to leave a scar； but so what？ What was a scar or two between friends？ And they were friends； weren't they？ Yeah。 The old Kansas Street Gang； the Crimson Pirates with their plastic swords and battery…powered Star Wars ray…guns。 Once they had done something heroic … twice； if you counted the Rinkenhauer girl。 They had even gotten their pictures in the paper that time； and so what if he had a few scars？ And so what if they had once maybe …just maybe … killed a guy？ Because if ever there was a guy who deserved killing…
But he wasn't going to go there； either。 No way； baby。
He saw the line； though。 Like it or not； he saw the line； more clearly than he'd seen it in years。 Primarily he saw Beaver 。 。 。 and heard him； too。 Right in the center of his head。
Jonesy？ You there； man？
'Don't get up； Beav；' Pete said； watching the flames crackle and climb。 The fire was hot now； beating warmth against his face； making him feel sleepy。 'You stay right where you are。 Just 。 。 。 you know； just sit tight。'
What； exactly； was all this about？ What's all this jobba…nobba？ as the Beav himself had sometimes said when they were kids； a phrase that meant nothing but still cracked them up。 Pete sensed he could know if he wanted to； the line was that bright。 He got a glimpse of blue tiles； a filmy blue shower curtain； a bright orange cap … Rick's cap； McCarthy's cap； old Mr I…Stand…at…the…Door's cap … and sensed he could have all the rest if he wanted it。 He didn't know if this was the future； the past； or what was happening right this minute； but he could have it if he wanted it； if he…
'I don't；' he said； and pushed the whole thing away。
There were a few sticks and twigs left on the ground。 Pete fed them to the fire； then looked at the woman。 Her open eye had no menace in it now。 It was dusty； the way a deer's eyes got dusty after you shot it。 All that blood around her 。 。 。 he supposed she'd hemorrhaged。 Something inside had gone bust。 Hell of a tough break。 He supposed maybe she'd known it was ing and had sat down in the road because she wanted to be sure of being seen if someone came along。 Someone had； but look how it had turned out。 Poor bitch。 Poor unlucky bitch。
Pete shifted to the left； slowly； until he could snag the tarp； then began to move forward again。 It had been her makeshift sled； now it could be her makeshift shroud。 'I'm sorry；' he said。 'Becky or whatever your name is； I'm really sorry。 But I couldn't have helped you by staying； you know； I'm not a doctor； I'm a fucking car salesman。 You were…'
…fucked from the start was how he'd meant to finish； but the words dried up in his throat as he saw the back of her。 That part hadn't been visible until he got close； because she had died facing the fire。 The seat of her jeans was blown out； as if she'd finally finished farting fumes and had gotten down to the dynamite。 Tom rags of denim fluttered in the breeze。 Also fluttering were fragments of the garments she had been wearing beneath； at least two pairs of longjohns … one heavy white cotton； the other pink silk。 And something was growing on both the legs of the jeans and the back of her parka。 It looked like mildew or some kind of fungus。 Red…gold； or maybe that was just reflected firelight。
Something had e out of her。 Something…
Yes。 Something。 And it's watching me right now。
Pete looked into the woods。 Nothing。 The flood of animals had dried up。 He was alone。
Except I'm not。
No； he wasn't。 Something was out there； something that didn't do well in the cold； something that preferred warm； wet places。 Except…
Except it got too big。 And it ran out of food。
'Are you out there？'
Pete thought that calling out like that would make him feel foolish； but it didn't。 What it made him feel was more frightened than ever。
His eye fastened on a sketchy track of that mildewy stuff。 It stretched away from Becky … yeah； she was a Becky； all right； as Becky as Becky could be … and around the er of the lean…to。 A moment later Pete heard a scaly scraping sound as something slithered on the tin roof