《the ball at sceaux》

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that Mademoiselle de Fontaine was almost envious; and called her 〃the

Siren。〃 Though Emilie had intended to make Clara talk; it was Clara;

in fact; who questioned Emilie; she had meant to judge her; and she

was judged by her; she was constantly provoked to find that she had

betrayed her own character in some reply which Clara had extracted

from her; while her modest and candid manner prohibited any suspicion

of perfidy。 There was a moment when Mademoiselle de Fontaine seemed

sorry for an ill…judged sally against the commonalty to which Clara

had led her。



〃Mademoiselle;〃 said the sweet child; 〃I have heard so much of you

from Maximilien that I had the keenest desire to know you; out of

affection for him; but is not a wish to know you a wish to love you?〃



〃My dear Clara; I feared I might have displeased you by speaking thus

of people who are not of noble birth。〃



〃Oh; be quite easy。 That sort of discussion is pointless in these

days。 As for me; it does not affect me。 I am beside the question。〃



Ambitious as the answer might seem; it filled Mademoiselle de Fontaine

with the deepest joy; for; like all infatuated people; she explained

it; as oracles are explained; in the sense that harmonized with her

wishes; she began dancing again in higher spirits than ever; as she

watched Longueville; whose figure and grace almost surpassed those of

her imaginary ideal。 She felt added satisfaction in believing him to

be well born; her black eyes sparkled; and she danced with all the

pleasure that comes of dancing in the presence of the being we love。

The couple had never understood each other as well as at this moment;

more than once they felt their finger tips thrill and tremble as they

were married in the figures of the dance。



The early autumn had come to the handsome pair; in the midst of

country festivities and pleasures; they had abandoned themselves

softly to the tide of the sweetest sentiment in life; strengthening it

by a thousand little incidents which any one can imagine; for love is

in some respects always the same。 They studied each other through it

all; as much as lovers can。



〃Well; well; a flirtation never turned so quickly into a love match;〃

said the old uncle; who kept an eye on the two young people as a

naturalist watches an insect in the microscope。



The speech alarmed Monsieur and Madame Fontaine。 The old Vendeen had

ceased to be so indifferent to his daughter's prospects as he had

promised to be。 He went to Paris to seek information; and found none。

Uneasy at this mystery; and not yet knowing what might be the outcome

of the inquiry which he had begged a Paris friend to institute with

reference to the family of Longueville; he thought it his duty to warn

his daughter to behave prudently。 The fatherly admonition was received

with mock submission spiced with irony。



〃At least; my dear Emilie; if you love him; do not own it to him。〃



〃My dear father; I certainly do love him; but I will await your

permission before I tell him so。〃



〃But remember; Emilie; you know nothing of his family or his

pursuits。〃



〃I may be ignorant; but I am content to be。 But; father; you wished to

see me married; you left me at liberty to make my choice; my choice is

irrevocably madewhat more is needful?〃



〃It is needful to ascertain; my dear; whether the man of your choice

is the son of a peer of France;〃 the venerable gentleman retorted

sarcastically。



Emilie was silent for a moment。 She presently raised her head; looked

at her father; and said somewhat anxiously; 〃Are not the

Longuevilles?〃



〃They became extinct in the person of the old Duc de Rostein…Limbourg;

who perished on the scaffold in 1793。 He was the last representative

of the last and younger branch。〃



〃But; papa; there are some very good families descended from bastards。

The history of France swarms with princes bearing the bar sinister on

their shields。〃



〃Your ideas are much changed;〃 said the old man; with a smile。



The following day was the last that the Fontaine family were to spend

at the Pavillon Planat。 Emilie; greatly disturbed by her father's

warning; awaited with extreme impatience the hour at which young

Longueville was in the habit of coming; to wring some explanation from

him。 She went out after dinner; and walked alone across the shrubbery

towards an arbor fit for lovers; where she knew that the eager youth

would seek her; and as she hastened thither she considered of the best

way to discover so important a matter without compromising herselfa

rather difficult thing! Hitherto no direct avowal had sanctioned the

feelings which bound her to this stranger。 Like Maximilien; she had

secretly enjoyed the sweetness of first love; but both were equally

proud; and each feared to confess that love。



Maximilien Longueville; to whom Clara had communicated her not

unfounded suspicions as to Emilie's character; was by turns carried

away by the violence of a young man's passion; and held back by a wish

to know and test the woman to whom he would be entrusting his

happiness。 His love had not hindered him from perceiving in Emilie the

prejudices which marred her young nature; but before attempting to

counteract them; he wished to be sure that she loved him; for he would

no sooner risk the fate of his love than of his life。 He had;

therefore; persistently kept a silence to which his looks; his

behavior; and his smallest actions gave the lie。



On her side; the self…respect natural to a young girl; augmented in

Mademoiselle de Fontaine by the monstrous vanity founded on her birth

and beauty; kept her from meeting the declaration half…way; which her

growing passion sometimes urged her to invite。 Thus the lovers had

instinctively understood the situation without explaining to each

other their secret motives。 There are times in life when such

vagueness pleases youthful minds。 Just because each had postponed

speaking too long; they seemed to be playing a cruel game of suspense。

He was trying to discover whether he was beloved; by the effort any

confession would cost his haughty mistress; she every minute hoped

that he would break a too respectful silence。



Emilie; seated on a rustic bench; was reflecting on all that had

happened in these three months full of enchantment。 Her father's

suspicions were the last that could appeal to her; she even disposed

of them at once by two or three of those reflections natural to an

inexperienced girl; which; to her; seemed conclusive。 Above all; she

was convinced that it was impossible that she should deceive herself。

All the summer through she had not been able to detect in Maximilien a

single gesture; or a single word; which could indicate a vulgar origin

or vulgar occupations; nay more; his manner of discussing things

revealed a man devoted to the highest interests of the nation。

〃Besides;〃 she reflected; 〃an office clerk; a banker; or a merchant;

would not be at leisure to spend a whole season in paying his

addresses to me in the midst of woods and fields; wasting his time as

freely as a nobleman who has life before him free of all care。〃



She had given herself up to meditations far more interesting to her

than these preliminary thoughts; when a slight rustling in the leaves

announced to her than Maximilien had been watching her for a minute;

not probably without admiration。



〃Do you know that it is very wrong to take a young girl thus

unawares?〃 she asked him; smiling。



〃Especially when they are busy with their secrets;〃 replied Maximilien

archly。



〃Why should I not have my secrets? You certainly have yours。〃



〃Then you really were thinking of your secrets?〃 he went on; laughing。



〃No; I was thinking of yours。 My own; I know。〃



〃But perhaps my secrets are yours; and yours mine;〃 cried the young

man; softly seizing Mademoiselle de Fontaine's hand and drawing it

through his arm。



After walking a few steps they found themselves under a clump of trees

which the hues of the sinking sun wrapped in a haze of red and brown。

This touch of natural magic lent a certain solemnity to the moment。

The young man's free and eager action; and; above all; the throbbing

of his surging heart; whose hurried beating spoke to Emilie's arm;

stirred her to an emotion that was all the more disturbing because it

was produced by the simplest and most innocent circumstances。 The

restraint under which the young girls of the upper class live gives

incredible force to any explosion of feeling; and to meet an

impassioned lover is one of the greatest dangers they can encounter。

Never had Emilie and Maximilien allowed their eyes to say so much that

they dared never speak。 Carried a way by this intoxication; they

easily forgot the petty stipulations of pride; and the cold

hesitancies of suspicion。 At first; indeed; they could only express

themselves by a pressure of hands which interpreted their happy

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