That frozen…faced little drip…what is she to me？〃
〃I thought you might have had a fight with her…about Bill。〃
〃Bill？ Bifi Chess？〃 She seemed even more surprised。 Almost too surprised。
〃Bill claims you made a pass at him。〃 She put her head back and let out a tinny and unreal laugh。 〃Good heavens； that muddy…faced boozer？〃 Her face sobered suddenly。 〃What's happened？ Why all the mystery？〃
〃He might be a muddy…faced boozer；〃 I said。 〃The police think he's a murderer too。 Of his wife。 She's been found drowned in the lake。 After a month。〃 She moistened her lips and held her head on one side； staring at me fixedly。 There was a quiet little silence。 The damp breath of the Pacific slid into the room around us。
〃I'm not too surprised；〃 she said slowly。 〃So it came to that in the end。 They fought terribly at times。 Do you think that had something to do with my leaving？〃 I nodded。 〃There was a chance of it。〃
〃It。 didn't have anything to do with it at all；〃 she said seriously； and shook her head back and forth。 〃It was just the way I told you。 Nothing else。〃
〃Muriel's dead；〃 I said。 〃Drowned in the lake。 You don't get much of a boot out of that； do you？〃
〃I hardly knew the girl；〃 she said。 〃Really。 She kept to herself。。 After all〃
〃I don't suppose you knew she had once worked in Dr。 Almore's office？〃 She looked pletely puzzled now。 〃I was never in Dr。 Almore's office；〃 she said slowly。 〃He made a few house calls a long time ago。 I…what are you talking about？〃
〃Muriel Chess was really a girl called Mildred Haviland； who had been Dr。 Almore's office nurse。〃
〃That's a queer coincidence；〃 she said wonderingly。 〃I knew Bill met her in Riverside。 I didn't know how or under what circumstances or where she came from。 Dr。 Almore's office； eh？ It doesn't have to mean anything； does it？〃 I said。 〃No。 I guess it's a genuine coincidence。 They do happen。 But you see why I had to talk to you。 Muriel being found drowned and you having gone away and Muriel being Mildred Haviland who was connected with Dr。 Almore at one time…as Lavery was also； in a different way。 And of course Lavery lives across the street from Dr。 Almore。 Did he； Lavery； seem to know Muriel from somewhere else？〃 She thought about it； biting her lower lip gently。 〃He saw her up there；〃 she said finally。 〃He didn't act as if he had ever seen her before。〃
〃And he would have；〃 I said。 〃Being the kind of guy he was。〃
〃I don't think Chris had anything to do with Dr。 Almore；〃 she said。 〃He knew Dr。 Almore's wife。 I don't think he knew the doctor at all。 So he probably wouldn't know Dr。 Almore's office nurse。〃
〃Well； I guess there's nothing in all this to help me；〃 I said。 〃But you can see why I had to talk to you。 I guess I can give you the money now。〃 I got the envelope out and stood up to drop it on her knee。 She let it lie there。 I sat down again。
〃You do this character very well；〃 I said。 〃This confused innocence with an undertone of hardness and bitterness。 People have made a bad mistake about you。 They have been thinking of you as a reckless little idiot with no brains and no control。 They have been very wrong。〃 She stared at me； lifting her eyebrows。 She said nothing。 Then a small smile lifted the corners of her mouth。 She reached for the envelope； tapped it on her knee； and laid it aside on the table。 She stared at me all the time。
〃You did the Fallbrook character very well too；〃 I said。 〃Looking back on it； I think it was a shade overdone。 But at the time it had me going all right。 That purple hat that would have been all right on blond hair but looked like hell on straggly brown； that messed…up makeup that looked as if it had been put on in the dark by somebody with a sprained wrist； the jittery screwball manner。 All very good。 And when you put the gun in my hand like that…I fell like a brick。〃 She snickered and put her hands in the deep pockets of her coat。 Her heels tapped on the floor。
〃But why did you go back at all？〃 I asked。 〃Why take such a risk in broad daylight； in the middle of the morning？〃
〃So you think I shot Chris Lavery？〃 she said quietly。
〃I don't think it。 I know it。〃
〃Why did I go back？ Is that what you want to know？〃
〃I don't really care；〃 I said。
She laughed。 A sharp cold laugh。 〃He had all my money；〃 she said。 〃He had stripped my purse。 He had it all； even silver。 That's why I went back。 There wasn't any risk at all。 I know how he lived。 It was really safer to go back。 To take in the milk and newspaper for instance。 People lose their heads in these situations。 I don't； I didn't see why I should。 It's so very much safer not to。〃
〃I see；〃 I said。 〃Then of course you shot him the night before。 I ought to have thought of that； not that it matters。 He had been shaving。 But guys with dark beards and lady friends sometimes shave the last thing at night； don't they？〃
〃It has been heard of；〃 she said almost gaily。 〃And just what are you going to do about it？〃
〃You're a cold…blooded little bitch if I ever saw one；〃 I said。 〃Do about it？ Turn you over to the police naturally。 It will be a pleasure。〃
〃I don't think so。〃 She threw the words out； almost with a lilt。 〃You wondered why I gave you the empty gun。 Why not？ I had another one in my bag。 Like this。〃 Her right hand came up from her coat pocket and she pointed it at me。
I grinned。 It may not have been the heartiest grin in the world； but it was a grin。
〃I've never liked this scene；〃 I said。 〃Detective confronts murderer。 Murderer produces gun； points same at detective。 Murderer tells detective the whole sad story； with the idea of shooting him at the end of it。 Thus wasting a lot of valuable time； even if in the end murderer did shoot detective。 Only murderer never does。 Something always happens to prevent it。 The gods don't like this scene either。 They always manage to spoil it。〃
〃But this time；〃 she said softly and got up and moved towards me softly across the carpet； 〃suppose we make it a little different。 Suppose I don't tell you anything and nothing happens and I do shoot you？〃
〃I stifi wouldn't like the scene；〃 I said。
〃You don't seem to be afraid；〃 she said； and slowly licked her lips ing towards me very gently without any sound of footfalls on the carpet。
〃I'm not afraid；〃 I lied。 〃It's too late at night； too still； and the window is open and the gun would make too much noise。 It's too long a journey down to the street and you're not good with guns。 You would probably miss me。 You missed Lavery three times。〃
〃Stand up；〃 she said。
I stood up。
〃I'm going to be too close to miss；〃 she said。 She pushed the gun against my chest。 〃Like this。 I really can't miss now； can I？ Now be very still。 Hold your hands up by your shoulders and then don't move at all。 If you move at all； the gun will go off。〃 I put my hands up beside my shoulders； I looked down at the gun。 My tongue felt a little thick； but I could still wave it。
Her probing left hand didn't find a gun on me。 It dropped and she bit her lip； staring at me。 The gun bored into my chest。 〃You'll have to turn around now；〃 she said； polite as a tailor at a fitting。
〃There's something a little off key about everything you do；〃 I said。 〃You're definitely not good with guns。 You're much too close to me； and I hate to bring this up…but there's that old business of the safety catch not being off。 You've overlooked that too。〃 So she started to do two things at once。 To take a long step backwards and to feel with her thumb for the safety catch； without taking her eyes off my face。 Two very simple things； needing only a second to do。 But she didn't like my telling her。 She didn't like my thought riding over hers。 The minute confusion of it jarred her。
She let out a small choked sound and I dropped my right hand and yanked her face hard against my chest。 My left hand smashed down on her right wrist； the heel of my hand against the base of her thumb。 The gun jerked out of her hand to the floor。 Her face writhed against my chest and I think she was trying to scream。
Then she tried to kick me and lost what little balance she had left。 Her hands came up to claw at me。 I caught her wrist and began to twist it behind her back。 She was very strong； but I was very much stronger。 So she decided to go limp and let her whole weight sag against the hand that was holding her head。 I couldn't hold her up with one hand。 She started to go down and I had to bend down with her。
There were vague sounds of our scuffling on the floor by the davenport； and hard breathing； and if a floor board creaked I didn't hear it。 I thought a curtain ring checked sharply on a rod。 I wasn't sure and I had no time to consider the question。 A figure loomed up suddenly on my left； just behind； and out of range of clear vision。 I knew there was a man there and that he was a big man。
That was all I knew。 The scene exploded into fire and darkness。 I didn't even remember being slugged。 Fire and darkness and just before the darkness a sharp flash of nausea。
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I smelled of gin。 Not just casually； as if I had taken four or five drinks of a winter morning to get out of bed on； but as 'if the Pacific Ocean