fe assisted him heroically； charging his piece from time to time； and as they were in possession of a post that was nearly unassailable； he might have perhaps escaped if his ammunition had lasted。 But at length his balls were expended； although it was not until he had fired off most of the silver buttons from his waistcoat； and the soldiers； no longer deterred by fear of the unerring marksman； who had slain three and wounded more of their number； approached his stronghold； and； unable to take him alive； slew him after a most desperate resistance。
All this Elspat witnessed and survived； for she had； in the child which relied on her for support； a motive for strength and exertion。 In what manner she maintained herself it is not easy to say。 Her only ostensible means of support were a flock of three or four goats； which she fed wherever she pleased on the mountain pastures； no one challenging the intrusion。 In the general distress of the country； her ancient acquaintances had little to bestow； but what they could part with from their own necessities； they willingly devoted to the relief of others； From Lowlanders she sometimes demanded tribute； rather than requested alms。 She had not forgotten she was the widow of MacTavish Mhor； or that the child who trotted by her knee might； such were her imaginations； emulate one day the fame of his father； and command the same influence which he had once exerted without control。 She associated so little with others； went so seldom and so unwillingly from the wildest recesses of the mountains； where she usually dwelt with her goats； that she was quite unconscious of the great change which had taken place in the country around her the substitution of civil order for military violence； and the strength gained by the law and its adherents over those who were called in Gaelic song； 〃the stormy sons of the sword。〃 Her own diminished consequence and straitened circumstances she indeed felt； but for this the death of MacTavish Mhor was； in her apprehension； a sufficing reason； and she doubted not that she should rise to her former state of importance when Hamish Bean （or fair…haired James） should be able to wield the arms of his father。 If； then； Elspat was repelled； rudely when she demanded anything necessary for her wants； or the accommodation of her little flock； by a churlish farmer； her threats of vengeance； obscurely expressed； yet terrible in their tenor； used frequently to extort； through fear of her maledictions； the relief which was denied to her necessities； and the trembling goodwife； who gave meal or money to the widow of MacTavish Mhor； wished in her heart that the stern old carlin had been burnt on the day her husband had his due。
Years thus ran on； and Hamish Bean grew upnot； indeed； to be of his father's size or strength； but to become an active； high… spirited； fair…haired youth； with a ruddy cheek； an eye like an eagle's； and all the agility； if not all the strength； of his formidable father； upon whose history and achievements his mother dwelt； in order to form her son's mind to a similar course of adventures。 But the young see the present state of this changeful world more keenly than the old。 Much attached to his mother； and disposed to do all in his power for her support； Hamish yet perceived； when he mixed with the world； that the trade of the cateran was now alike dangerous and discreditable； and that if he were to emulate his father's progress； it must be in some other line of warfare more consonant to the opinions of the present day。
As the faculties of mind and body began to expand； he became more sensible of the precarious nature of his situation； of the erroneous views of his mother； and her ignorance respecting the changes of the society with which she mingled so little。 In visiting friends and neighbours； he became aware of the extremely reduced scale to which his parent was limited； and learned that she possessed little or nothing more than the absolute necessaries of life； and that these were sometimes on the point of failing。 At times his success in fishing and the chase was able to add something to her subsistence； but he saw no regular means of contributing to her support； unless by stooping to servile labour； which； if he himself could have endured it； would； he knew； have been like a death's…wound to the pride of his mother。
Elspat； meanwhile； saw with surprise that Hamish Bean； although now tall and fit for the field； showed no disposition to enter on his father's scene of action。 There was something of the mother at her heart； which prevented her from urging him in plain terms to take the field as a cateran； for the fear occurred of the perils into which the trade must conduct him； and when she would have spoken to him on the subject； it seemed to her heated imagination as if the ghost of her husband arose between them in his bloody tartans； and laying his finger on his lips； appeared to prohibit the topic。 Yet she wondered at what seemed his want of spirit； sighed as she saw him from day to day lounging about in the long…skirted Lowland coat which the legislature had imposed upon the Gael instead of their own romantic garb； and thought how much nearer he would have resembled her husband had he been clad in the belted plaid and short hose； with his polished arms gleaming at his side。
Besides these subjects for anxiety； Elspat had others arising from the engrossing impetuosity of her temper。 Her love of MacTavish Mhor had been qualified by respect and sometimes even by fear； for the cateran was not the species of man who submits to female government； but over his son she had exerted； at first during childhood； and afterwards in early youth； an imperious authority； which gave her maternal love a character of jealousy。 She could not bear when Hamish； with advancing life； made repeated steps towards independence； absented himself from her cottage at such season and for such length of time as he chose； and seemed to consider； although maintaining towards her every possible degree of respect and kindness； that the control and responsibility of his actions rested on himself alone。 This would have been of little consequence； could she have concealed her feelings within her own bosom； but the ardour and impatience of her passions made her frequently show her son that she conceived herself neglected and ill…used。 When he was absent for any length of time from her cottage without giving intimation of his purpose； her resentment on his return used to be so unreasonable； that it naturally suggested to a young man fond of independence； and desirous to amend his situation in the world； to leave her； even for the very purpose of enabling him to provide for the parent whose egotistical demands on his filial attention tended to confine him to a desert； in which both were starving in hopeless and helpless indigence。
Upon one occasion； the son having been guilty of some independent excursion； by which the mother felt herself affronted and disobliged； she had been more than usually violent on his return； and awakened in Hamish a sense of displeasure； which clouded his brow and cheek。 At length； as she persevered in her unreasonable resentment； his patience became exhausted； and taking his gun from the chimney corner； and muttering to himself the reply which his respect for his mother prevented him from speaking aloud； he was about to leave the hut which he had but barely entered。
〃Hamish；〃 said his mother； 〃are you again about to leave me？〃 But Hamish only replied by looking at and rubbing the lock of his gun。
〃Ay； rub the lock of your gun；〃 said his parent bitterly。 〃I am glad you have courage enough to fire it？ though it be but at a roe…deer。〃 Hamish started at this undeserved taunt； and cast a look of anger at her in reply。 She saw that she had found the means of giving him pain。
〃Yes；〃 she said； 〃look fierce as you will at an old woman； and your mother； it would be long ere you bent your brow on the angry countenance of a bearded man。〃
〃Be silent； mother； or speak of what you understand；〃 said Hamish； much irritated； 〃and that is of the distaff and the spindle。〃
〃And was it of spindle and distaff that I was thinking when I bore you away on my back through the fire of six of the Saxon soldiers； and you a wailing child？ I tell you； Hamish； I know a hundredfold more of swords and guns than ever you will； and you will never learn so much of noble war by yourself； as you have seen when you were wrapped up in my plaid。〃
〃You are determined； at least； to allow me no peace at home； mother； but this shall have an end；〃 said Hamish； as； resuming his purpose of leaving the hut； he rose and went towards the door。
〃Stay； I command you；〃 said his mother〃stay！ or may the gun you carry be the means of your ruin！ may the road you are going be the track of your funeral！〃
〃What makes you use such words； mother？〃 said the young man； turning a little back； 〃they are not good； and good cannot come of them。 Farewell just now！ we are too angry to speak together farewell！ It will be long ere you see me again。〃 And he departed； his mother； in the first burst of her impatience； showering after him her maledictions； and in the next invoking them