； but it nearly tripled the round capacity； so it was worth the tight fit。
Claws ripped through the roof of the Jeep and started peeling it back； like opening a tin can。 I threw myself onto my back and fired up into the roof。 Animal howls； one body fell past the windows； but the other one stayed on the roof； the half…animal arm shoved through the metal。 I went to my knees； firing just in back of the arm。 The hyenaman rolled off the back of the Jeep and bounced in the road。 The arm stayed in the hole in the roof； caught on the metal。
When the ringing in my ears toned down enough for me to hear something besides the pounding of my own blood； I could hear Caleb saying； 〃Fuck； fuck； fuck；〃 over and over。 Gil was huddled beside him on the floorboard； screaming； a high piteous sound； his hands over his ears； eyes closed。 I leaned on the seat； but didn't try to climb back over。 My back was covered in blood and worse things from rolling around on the floor。
I yelled； 〃Gil； Gil！〃
He just kept screaming。 I tapped the top of his head with the gun barrel。 That made him open his eyes。 I pointed the gun at the ceiling while he stared at me。 〃Stop screaming。〃
He nodded； hands lowering slowly。 He kept nodding over and over again。 Caleb had stopped cursing under his breath。 He was breathing so hard I thought he might hyperventilate； but I had other things to worry about。
〃What kind of clip ya got on that Uzi？〃 Bobby Lee asked。
〃It's called a mushroom clip。 It about triples the ammo capacity。〃
He shook his head。 〃Damn； girl； where have you been living that you need that kind of firepower？〃
〃Wele to my life；〃 I said。 I looked down at Gil。 〃Next time I tell you to stay home； stay home。〃
〃Yes； ma'am；〃 he whispered。
〃Slow it down； boy；〃 Bobby Lee said； 〃we don't want to get picked up by the cops with bodies in the car。〃
〃The damage may be a tip…off；〃 I said。
The arm dangling from the ceiling had changed back to human shape。 It flopped bonelessly as Nathaniel turned a corner。 I looked away from it and found the now…human with his head bisected。 His brains had leaked out in pieces。 I was suddenly hot； dizzy。 I couldn't remember what I'd done with the big blade。 I must have dropped it； but I didn't remember doing it。 I wedged myself into a corner； the Uzi raised to the ceiling； my body held on three sides by metal and the seat back。 It was as close to being held as I could manage。 I closed my eyes； so I couldn't see what I'd done。 But the smell was still there： fresh blood； butchered meat； and that outhouse smell that let you know someone's bowels had let loose。 I started to choke； and the Jeep pulled off the road。 That made me look up； gave me something else to concentrate on。
Nathaniel was pulling onto a gravel road in the middle of nowhere。 There were trees； a floodplain； green grass； and beyond that； the shine of the river。 It was a peaceful spot。 He drove until we weren't easily visible from the road； then stopped。
〃What's going on？〃 I asked。
Bobby Lee answered； 〃I think if we drive around in traffic with legs sticking out； someone will notify the police。〃
I nodded。 It was a good point。 〃I should have thought of it；〃 I said。
〃No； you've done your work for the day。 Let me do the thinking 'til your head clears。〃
〃My head's clear；〃 I said。
He climbed out of the car and spoke through one of the broken windows as he moved towards the legs。 〃I know pangs of conscience when I see them； girl。〃
〃Stop calling me 'girl'。〃
He grinned at me。 〃Yes； ma'am。〃 He grabbed the legs and shoved the body through the glass。 It landed with a thick sound on top of the first body。 A sound came out of the body on the bottom。 It might have just been air escaping it happened sometimes but then again 。。。
I was on my knees； Uzi pointed at the bodies。 Bobby Lee said； 〃Don't hit the gas tank； ma'am； we don't want to blow ourselves up。〃 He had his gun back out。
I shifted my angle so that I'd shoot through the dark head that lay at the bottom of the pile。 Did two bodies constitute a pile？ Did it matter？ Something brushed my hair and I jerked the gun up； only to find that I'd brushed the fingers on the arm hanging from the ceiling。 It was ing loose； sliding lower on its own。 Great。
I pressed the barrel of the Uzi against the top of the head。 〃If you're alive； don't move； if you're dead； don't worry about it。〃
Bobby Lee opened the back of the Jeep； his gun angled down for a shot at the 〃body。〃
〃If I fire into the top of his head； the bullets may cut your legs out from under you。〃
He moved off to one side； gun steady。 〃My deepest apologies； ma'am； I know better than that。〃
I pressed the gun barrel more securely into the top of the head and began to reach slowly towards the neck that was just visible under the very dead top body。
〃I'm alive。〃 The voice made me jump and nearly made me squeeze the trigger。
〃Shit；〃 I said。
〃Why don't you finish it？〃 the man asked。 His voice was pain…filled； but not thick。 I'd missed heart and lungs。 Careless of me。
〃Because that wasn't Narcissus's voice over the speaker system； and Ulysses said they had your lovers。 That we didn't know what they'd do to your lovers if you guys failed them。 Who is the guy over the speaker？ Who is 'they'？ Where the fuck is Narcissus？ Why would the werehyenas let anyone take them over like this？〃
〃You're not going to kill me？〃 He made it a question。
〃You answer our questions； and I give you my word that we won't kill you。〃
〃May I move？〃
〃If you can。〃
He moved slowly； painfully onto his side。 His hair was curly； dark； cut very short； skin pale。 He turned until he could see my eyes； and the effort left him shaking； his lips blue； which made me think maybe we didn't have much time to ask our questions； that maybe we'd already killed him； just not fast enough。
His eyes were a strange shade of gold。 〃I'm Bacchus；〃 he said in that pain…filled voice。
〃Nice to meet you。 I'm Anita； that's Bobby Lee； now start talking。〃
〃Ask me anything。〃
I started asking。 Bacchus started answering。 He didn't die。 By the time we crossed the bridge into Missouri； his lips were pink and healthy and the dazed look had left his eyes。 I was really going to have to start packing better ammo。
61
BACCHUS ACTUALLY DIDN'T know all that much。 Narcissus had introduced his new gentleman fair； Chimera； and they'd seemed to be having a wonderful time together。 If not true love； then the rough trade they both wanted。 Then Narcissus had gone into one of the rooms and not e back out。 For twenty…four hours the werehyenas had thought it was just sex； but after that； they stopped believing Chimera's assurances that Narcissus was alright。 Ajax had managed to get inside； and that's when it went bad。
〃Ajax told us Narcissus was being tortured； really tortured。〃
〃Why didn't you rescue him？〃 I asked。
〃Chimera came with his own bodyguards。 They took 。。。 〃 Bacchus had to stop and fight to take a deep breath； as if something inside him was hurting。 〃You don't know what they've done to our people。 You don't know what they've threatened to do to them if we fail them。〃
〃Tell us； then we'll know；〃 I said。
〃Have you met Ajax？〃 he asked。
I nodded。
〃They cut his arms and legs off and burned the ends of the wounds so he couldn't heal the damage。 Chimera said they'd put him in a metal box and just get him out on special occasions。〃 Bacchus choked； and I wasn't sure if it was from injuries or horror。
Bobby Lee said； 〃He's upset enough that I can't tell if he's lying or not； but I think he's telling the truth。〃 His voice was a little hoarse； as if he were seeing the images in his head that I was trying very hard not to imagine。 I'd gotten better lately at simply refusing to let my imagination run away with me。 Maybe it had something to do with being a sociopath； if so； let's hear it for dementia。 I sat there in the Jeep； my mind carefully blank； no visuals。 Bobby Lee looked ill。
〃How many bodyguards does this Chimera have？〃 I asked。
〃About twenty…five； before you started killing them。〃
〃I thought there were like five hundred of you guys。 How could twenty…five men keep you down？〃
Bacchus looked at me with stricken eyes。 〃If someone had your Ulfric； Richard； and was cutting pieces off of him； crippling him； wouldn't you do anything to save him？〃
I stayed quiet and thought about that one。 I gave the only truthful answer that I could。 〃I don't know。 It would depend on what 'anything' covered。 I see your point； but why didn't you just rush them？〃
Bacchus propped himself up against the side of the Jeep。 Nathaniel took a corner a little fast； and Bacchus tried to grab something so he wouldn't slide。 I gave him my hand； caught him； and he looked both grateful and uncertain。 He kept hold of my hand and gave really good eye contact。 〃We didn't have an alpha。 Ajax and Ulysses were the next in mand； and once they started cutting up Ajax； Ulysses told us to do what they said。〃 He squeezed my hand； not too tight。 〃The rest of us aren't leaders； Anita。 Our alphas were all telling us to cooperate with Chimera。 We're followers； that's it； that's all。 We need an alpha with a plan。〃
My eyes widened。 〃What are you saying； Bacchus？〃
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