raid and bleeding somewhere。〃
〃No； it cannot wait。 I want us to have this done before the fight begins。 I do not like that your gun is gone。〃
〃Will this marriage of the marks give me more 。。。 abilities？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃And you； what do you get out of it？〃 I was standing against the wall now； not touching him。
〃My own defenses will be strong once more； and I will gain power； as well。 You know that。〃
〃Are there any surprises connected with this that I should know about？〃
〃As I said； I have never done this with anyone； nor have I seen it done。 It will be as much a surprise to me as to you。〃
I stared up into his lovely eyes and wished I believed that。
〃I see the distrust in your eyes； ma petite。 But it is not me that you do not trust。 It is your power。 Nothing ever goes as it should with you； ma petite； because you are like no power e before you。 You are wild magic； untamed。 You throw the best of plans to the wind。〃
〃I've been learning control； Jean…Claude。〃
〃I hope it is enough。〃
〃You're scaring me。〃
He sighed。 〃And that was the last thing I wished to do。〃
I shook my head。 〃Look； Jean…Claude； I know everyone keeps saying my people are fine； but I want to see for myself； so let's just get this done。〃
〃This should be something special and mystical； ma petite。〃
I looked around the club。 〃Then we need a different setting。〃
〃I agree； but the setting was your choosing； not mine。〃
〃But you're the one insisting on it having to be right now before all the fireworks start。〃
〃True。〃 He sighed and held out his hand to me。 〃e； let us at least go to our table。〃
I actually thought about refusing his hand。 Funny how quickly I could go from wanting to jump his bones to wanting to be rid of him。 Of course； it wasn't exactly him； but more the plications that came with him。 The mystical stuff between us was never simple。 He said that was my fault； and maybe it was。 Jean…Claude was a pretty standard Master Vampire； and Richard； a pretty standard Ulfric。 They were both wonderfully powerful； but there was nothing too terribly extraordinary in their powers。 Well； there was one thing about Jean…Claude。 He could gain power by feeding off sexual energy。 In another century he'd have been called an incubus。 It's rare even for a Master Vamp to have a secondary way to gain power outside of blood。 So it was impressive； sort of。 The only other masters I'd met who could feed off of something other than blood had fed on terror。 And of the two； I preferred lust。 At least no one had to bleed for it。 Usually。 But I was the wild card； the one whose powers seemed to fit nothing but legends of necromancers long dead。 Legends so old that no one believed they could be true； until I came along。 Sad； but true。
The table had cleared out while we were whispering。 Now just Jason and one other man were there。 The man was dressed in brown leather； from what I could see of his pants to the zipped…front； sleeveless shirt he was wearing。 He was also wearing one of those hoods that left your mouth； part of your nose； and your eyes bare； but covered the rest of your face。 Frankly； I found the hoods creepy； but hey； it wasn't my bread that was being buttered。 As long as he didn't try anything with me； we were cool。 It wasn't until he looked up into my face that I recognized those pale； pale blue eyes the startling ice blue eyes of a Siberian Husky。 No human I'd ever met had eyes like that。
〃Asher；〃 I said。
He smiled then； and I recognized the curve of his lips。 I knew why he'd worn the hood。 It wasn't sexual preference； or at least I didn't think so。 It was to hide the scars。 Once； about two hundred years ago； some well…meaning church officials had tried to burn the devil out of Asher。 They'd done it with holy water。 Holy water is like acid on vampire flesh。 He'd once been； in his own way； as breathtaking as Jean…Claude。 Now half his face was a melted ruin； half his chest； most of the one thigh I'd seen。 What I'd seen of the rest of him was perfect； as perfect as the day he died。 And the parts I hadn't seen； I wasn't sure I wanted to know about。 Through Jean…Claude's marks I had memories of Asher before。 I knew what his body looked like in smooth perfection every inch of it。 Asher and his human servant； Julianna； had been part of a ménage à trois with Jean…Claude for about twenty years。 She'd been burned as a witch； and Jean…Claude had only been able to save Asher after the damage had been done。
The events were over two hundred years old； yet they both still mourned Julianna； and each other。 Asher was now Jean…Claude's second in mand； but they were not lovers。 And they were uneasy friends； because there was still too much left unspoken between them。 Asher still blamed Jean…Claude for failing them； and Jean…Claude had a hard time arguing with that； because deep down he still blamed himself； too。
I leaned down and gave Asher a quick kiss on the leather cheek。 〃What did you do with all your long hair？ Please tell me you haven't cut it。〃
He raised my hand to his mouth and laid a gentle kiss on it。 〃It is braided； and longer than ever。〃
〃I can hardly wait to see it；〃 I said。 〃Thanks for ing。〃
〃I would move all of hell to reach your side； you know that。〃
〃You French guys do talk pretty；〃 I said。 He laughed softly。
Jason interrupted。 〃I think the show is about to start。〃 I turned and watched a woman being led towards the framework that had been erected。 She was wearing a robe； and I really didn't want to see what was under it。
〃Whatever we're going to do； let's do it and go get the leopards。〃
〃You don't want to see the show？〃 Jason asked。 His eyes were all innocent； but his smile was teasing。
I just frowned at him。 But his eyes looked behind me； and I knew someone Jason didn't like was ing towards us。 I turned to find Ajax standing there。 He ignored me and spoke to Jean…Claude。 〃You have fifteen minutes； then the show starts。〃
Jean…Claude nodded。 〃Tell Narcissus I appreciate the notice。〃
Ajax gave a small head bow； much like his master had done before； then walked off through the tables。
〃What was all that about？〃 I asked。
〃It would be considered rude to do something magical during someone else's performance。 I told Narcissus that we would be calling some 。。。 power。〃
I must have looked as suspicious as I felt。 〃You are beginning to piss me off with this cloak…and…dagger magic act。〃
〃You are a necromancer； and I am the Master Vampire of this city。 Do you really believe that we can merge our powers and not have every undead in this room； and more； notice it？ I do not know if the shapeshifters will be able to feel it； but it is likely； since we are also both bound to a werewolf。 Everything nonhuman in this club will feel something。 I don't know how much； or exactly what； but something； ma petite。 Narcissus would have taken it as a grave insult if we had interrupted this performance without warning him。〃
〃I don't mean to rush you；〃 Asher said； 〃but you will use up your time in talking if you are not quick about it。〃
Jean…Claude looked at him； and the look was not entirely friendly。 What was happening between them that Jean…Claude would give such a look to Asher？
Jean…Claude held his hand out to me。 I hesitated a second； then slid my hand into his and he led me to the wall near the table。 〃Now what？〃 I asked。
〃Now you must drop your shields； ma petite； that so…strong barrier you have erected between me and your aura。〃
I just stared at him。 〃I don't want to do that。〃
〃I would not ask if it were not necessary； ma petite。 But even if I were able to do it； neither of us would enjoy me breaking down your shielding。 We cannot merge our auras if my aura cannot touch yours。〃
I was suddenly scared。 Really seriously scared。 I didn't know what would happen if I dropped the shields with him right there。 In times of crisis our auras flared together forming a unique whole。 I didn't want to do this。 I am a control freak； and everything about Jean…Claude ate at the part of me that most needed control。
〃I'm not sure I can do this。〃
He sighed。 〃It is your choice。 I will not force it； but I fear the consequences； ma petite。 I do fear them。〃
Marianne had given me the lecture； and it was really too late to get cold feet。 I could either move forward with this； or eventually one of us would die。 Probably me。 Part of my job was going up against preternatural monsters things with enough magic to sense a hole in my defenses。 Before I'd ever been able to sense auras； or at least before I knew that I was doing it； my aura had been intact。 With my own natural talent； that had been enough。 But lately I seemed to be running up against bigger； badder monsters。 Eventually； I would lose。 That； I might have been able to live with； sort of。 But costing Jean…Claude or Richard their lives？ That I couldn't handle。 I knew all the reasons I should do this； and still I stood there gazing up at Jean…Claude； my heart beating in my throat； my shields tight in place。 The front part of my brain knew this needed doing。 The back part of my brain wasn't so sure。
〃Once I drop my shield； then what？〃
〃We touch；〃 he said。
I took a deep breath in and blew it out as if I were about to run a race。 Then I dropped