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value£»¡¡and¡¡returned¡¡also¡¡under¡¡false¡¡pretenses£»¡¡as¡¡having¡¡been
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¡¨It¡¡is¡¡for¡¡your¡¡sister¡¡at¡¡home£»¡¡I¡¡suppose£»¡¨¡¡she¡¡prompted¡£¡¡¡¡¡¨It's
quite¡¡lovely¡£¡¡¡¡Thank¡¡you¡¡for¡¡letting¡¡me¡¡see¡¡it¡£¡¨

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Hemingway¡¡remarked¡¡grimly¡¡as¡¡he¡¡put¡¡a¡¡black¡¡pearl¡¡back¡¡into¡¡his
pocket£º

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home¡£¡¡¡¡It¡¡seems¡¡almost¡¡a¡¡pity¡¡I¡¡haven't¡¡got¡¡a¡¡sister¡£¡¨¡¡

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He¡¡acted¡¡promptly¡£¡¡

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place¡¡so¡¡like¡¡a¡¡home¡¡to¡¡me£»¡¡that¡¡I¡¡want¡¡you¡¡to¡¡put¡¡this¡¡mare¡¡in¡¡your
stable¡£¡¡¡¡The¡¡Sultan¡¡wanted¡¡her£»¡¡but¡¡when¡¡he¡¡learned¡¡I¡¡meant¡¡to¡¡turn
her¡¡over¡¡to¡¡you£»¡¡he¡¡let¡¡her¡¡go¡£¡¡¡¡We¡¡both¡¡hope¡¡you'll¡¡accept¡£¡¨

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down¡¡the¡¡Pearl¡¡Road¡£

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distinctly¡¡wistful¡£¡¡¡¡Thus¡¡encouraged£»¡¡Hemingway¡¡said£º

¡¨I'm¡¡glad¡¡you¡¡are¡¡sorry¡£¡¡¡¡I¡¡hope¡¡every¡¡time¡¡you¡¡see¡¡that¡¡pony
you'll¡¡be¡¡sorry¡£¡¨

¡¨Why¡¡should¡¡I¡¡be¡¡sorry£¿¡¨¡¡asked¡¡the¡¡girl¡£

¡¨Because¡¡you¡¡have¡¡been¡¡unkind£»¡¨¡¡said¡¡Hemingway£»¡¡¡¨and¡¡it¡¡is¡¡not¡¡your
character¡¡to¡¡be¡¡unkind¡£¡¡¡¡And¡¡that¡¡you¡¡have¡¡shown¡¡lack¡¡of¡¡character
ought¡¡to¡¡make¡¡you¡¡sorry¡£¡¨

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to¡¡take¡¡any¡¡one¡¡of¡¡these¡¡wonderful¡¡things¡¡you¡¡bring¡¡me£»¡¡I¡¡wouldn't
have¡¡any¡¡character¡¡left¡£¡¨

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