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〃I 'll go on;〃 he said; 〃I don't mind the rain。  But you'd better get

back; sir。〃



〃Dear me!  I've 'a tenant in this cottage;' said Mr。 Dennant in his;

leisurely; dry manner 〃and a beggar he is to poach; too。  Least we

can do 's to ask for a little shelter; what do you think?  〃and

smiling sarcastically; as though deprecating his intention to keep

dry; he rapped on the door of a prosperous…looking cottage。



It was opened by a girl of Antonia's age and height。



〃Ah; Phoebe!  Your father in?〃



〃No;〃 replied the girl; fluttering; 〃father's out; Mr。 Dennant。〃



〃So sorry!  Will you let us bide a bit out of the rain?〃



The sweet…looking Phoebe dusted them two chairs; and; curtseying;

left them in the parlour。



〃What a pretty girl!  〃 said Shelton。



〃Yes; she's a pretty girl; half the young fellows are after her; but

she won't leave her father。  Oh; he 's a charming rascal is that

fellow!〃



This remark suddenly brought home to Shelton the conviction that he

was further than ever from avoiding the necessity for speaking。  He

walked over to the window。  The rain。  was coming down with fury;

though a golden line far down the sky promised the shower's quick

end。  〃For goodness' sake;〃 he thought; 〃let me say something;

however idiotic; and get it over!〃  But he did not turn; a kind of

paralysis had seized on him。



〃Tremendous heavy rain!〃  he said at last; 〃coming down in

waterspouts。〃



It would have been just as easy to say: 〃I believe your daughter to

be the sweetest thing on earth; I love her; and I 'm going to make

her happy!〃  Just as easy; just about the same amount of breath

required; but he couldn't say it!  He watched the rain stream and

hiss against the leaves and churn the dust on the parched road with

its insistent torrent; and he noticed with precision all the details

of the process going on outside how the raindrops darted at the

leaves like spears; and how the leaves shook themselves free a

hundred times a minute; while little runnels of water; ice…clear;

rolled over their edges; soft and quick。  He noticed; too; the

mournful head of a sheltering cow that was chewing at the hedge。



Mr。 Dennant had not replied to his remark about the rain。  So

disconcerting was this silence that Shelton turned。  His future

father…in…law; upon his wooden chair; was staring at his well…blacked

boots; bending forward above his parted knees; and prodding at the

carpet; a glimpse at his face disturbed Shelton's resolution。  It was

not forbidding; stern; discouragingnot in the least; it had merely

for the moment ceased to look satirical。  This was so startling that

Shelton lost his chance of speaking。  There seemed a heart to Mr。

Dennant's gravity; as though for once he were looking grave because

he felt so。  But glancing up at Shelton; his dry jocosity reappeared

at once。



〃What a day for ducks!〃  he said; and again there was unmistakable

alarm about the eye。  Was it possible that he; too; dreaded

something?



〃I can't express…〃 began Shelton hurriedly。



〃Yes; it's beastly to get wet;〃 said Mr。 Dennant; and he sang



          For we can wrestle and fight; my boys;

          And jump out anywhere。



〃You 'll be with us for that dinner…party next week; eh?  Capital!

There's the Bishop of Blumenthal and old Sir Jack Buckwell; I must

get my wife to put you between them…〃



          For it's my delight of a starry night



〃The Bishop's a great anti…divorce man; and old Buckwell 's been in

the court at least twice…'



          In the season of the year!



〃Will you please to take some tea; gentlemen?〃 said the voice of

Phoebe in the doorway。



〃No; thank you; Phoebe。  That girl ought to get married;〃 went on Mr。

Dennant; as Phoebe blushingly withdrew。  A flush showed queerly on

his sallow cheeks。  〃A shame to keep her tied like this to her

father's apron…stringsselfish fellow; that!〃  He looked up sharply;

as if he had made a dangerous remark。



          The keeper he was watching us;

          For him we did n't care!



Shelton suddenly felt certain that Antonia's father was just as

anxious to say something expressive of his feelings; and as unable as

himself。  And this was comforting。



〃You know; sir…〃 he began。



But Mr。 Dennant's eyebrows rose; his crow's…feet twinkled; his

personality seemed to shrink together。



〃By Jove!〃  he said; 〃it's stopped!  Now's our chance!  Come along;

my dear fellow; delays are dangerous!〃  and with his bantering

courtesy he held the door for Shelton to pass out。  〃I think we'll

part here;〃 he said〃I almost think so。  Good luck to you!〃



He held out his dry; yellow hand。  Shelton seized it; wrung it hard;

and muttered the word:



〃Grateful!〃



Again Mr。 Dennant's eyebrows quivered as if they had been tweaked; he

had been found out; and he disliked it。  The colour in his face had

died away; it was calm; wrinkled; dead…looking under the flattened;

narrow brim of his black hat; his grey moustache drooped thinly; the

crow's…feet hardened round his eyes; his nostrils were distended by

the queerest smile。



〃Gratitude!〃  he said; 〃almost a vice; is n't it?  Good…night!〃



Shelton's face quivered; he raised his hat; and; turning as abruptly

as his senior; proceeded on his way。  He had been playing in a comedy

that could only have been played in England。  He could afford to

smile now at his past discomfort; having no longer the sense of duty

unfulfilled。  Everything had been said that was right and proper to

be said; in the way that we such things should say。  No violence had

been done; he could afford to smilesmile at himself; at Mr。

Dennant; at to…morrow; smile at the sweet aroma of the earth; the

shy; unwilling sweetness that only rain brings forth。









CHAPTER XXII



THE COUNTRY HOUSE



The luncheon hour at Holm Oaks; was; as in many well…bred country

housesout of the shooting season; be it understoodthe soulful

hour。  The ferment of the daily doings was then at its full height;

and the clamour of its conversation on the weather; and the dogs; the

horses; neighbours; cricket; golf; was mingled with a literary

murmur; for the Dennants were superior; and it was quite usual to

hear remarks like these 〃Have you read that charmin' thing of

Poser's?〃 or; 〃Yes; I've got the new edition of old Bablington:

delightfully boundso light。〃  And it was in July that Holm Oaks; as

a gathering…place of the elect; was at its best。  For in July it had

become customary to welcome there many of those poor souls from

London who arrived exhausted by the season; and than whom no

seamstress in a two…pair back could better have earned a holiday。

The Dennants themselves never went to London for the season。  It was

their good pleasure not to。  A week or fortnight of it satisfied

them。  They had a radical weakness for fresh air; and Antonia; even

after her presentation two seasons back; had insisted on returning

home; stigmatising London balls as 〃stuffy things。〃



When Shelton arrived the stream had only just begun; but every day

brought fresh; or rather jaded; people to occupy the old; dark;

sweet…smelling bedrooms。  Individually; he liked his fellow…guests;

but he found himself observing them。  He knew that; if a man judged

people singly; almost all were better than himself; only when judged

in bulk were they worthy of the sweeping criticisms he felt inclined

to pass on them。  He knew this just as he knew that the conventions;

having been invented to prevent man following his natural desires;

were merely the disapproving sums of innumerable individual

approvals。



It was in the bulk; then; that he found himself observing。  But with

his amiability and dread of notoriety he remained to all appearance a

well…bred; docile creature; and he kept his judgments to himself。



In the matter of intellect he made a rough division of the guests

those who accepted things without a murmur; those who accepted them

with carping jocularity; in the matter of morals he found they all

accepted things without the semblance of a kick。  To show sign of

private moral judgment was to have lost your soul; and; worse; to be

a bit of an outsider。  He gathered this by intuition rather than from

conversation; for conversation naturally tabooed such questions; and

was carried on in the loud and cheerful tones peculiar to people of

good breeding。  Shelton had never been able to acquire this tone; and

he could not help feeling that the inability made him more or less an

object of suspicion。  The atmosphere struck him as it never had

before; causing him to feel a doubt of his gentility。  Could a man

suffer from passion; heart…searchings; or misgivings; and remain a

gentleman?  It seemed improbable。  One of his fellow…guests; a man

called Edgbaston; small…eyed and semi…bald; with a dark moustache and

a distinguished air of meanness; disconc
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